I've name changed because she knows I use MN and I hope this all doesn't come out jumbled, but I'm quite upset at the moment.
DD is 14, her school phoned me today to tell me that she's been cutting the top of her legs - I had no idea anything in particular was even going on with her.
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We've had a few issues arguing about what she is and isn't allowed to do - she thinks I'm too strict compared to her friends patents about curfews and where she's allowed to travel to alone...I don't think I am, one of the friends for instance is currently being looked after away from home precisely because she wasn't being supervised, I don't cast that up in arguments, but I don't think that's a fair comparison over strictness. It's just things like if she goes to an activity in a city about 20 miles away I insist on picking her up rather than letting her get the night bus home. Basically she wants a bit more freedom than she's currently mature enough to handle and resents being told no.
Her big brother (my DS, in case it sounded otherwise) has AS and she finds him very hard to deal with, I have tried to get her into sibling support groups before, but she was very resistant to the idea so I didn't push it.
But, she's mostly bright, chatty...I thought we got on well, she tells me about school, her friends, her problems, we talk things over. We do things together, she doesn't see as much as DP as she'd like because his work is very full on, but when he's at home he does spend time with her.
So basically, we've had teenagery issues, lots of arguing about things and a bit full on, but well within normal and other than between her and her brother pretty good relationships. No major traumas or events. ( I suspect none of that is really relevant, but I just wanted to give a bit of background)
So her school phoned me today, it was noticed in PE because her legs were bleeding, they'd sent her home over the weekend to tell me, but because she hadn't they've stepped in.
I spoke to her when she came home, she was quite reluctant to talk to me, we both ended up crying, I told her that I was just upset because I was worried about her and care about her, I offered to talk to her if she wanted to, or she could talk to my sister who went through a similar thing at the same age (I was no longer living at home then).
She says she doesn't know why she does it, and I've told her that because she's not wanting to talk to us about it and she threw away the list if websites the school gave her that I will need to take her to the GP to get them to refer her to someone as she needs help getting a healthier way of dealing with emotions and possibly someone to talk to.
She seems to think it's no big deal :( which is heartbreaking, but has reluctantly agreed to go to the GP tomorrow. We had a hug, she's gone out with a friend.
Does that sound ok? I'm terrified that I'm handling it wrongly...she seems very much to want to just act normally, so I'm trying to do that and crying non-stop while she's out with her friends. I know a bit about self-harming in an abstract way, it's just hit me completely out of the blue and I don't want to make her feel worse about anything, on the other hand I don't want to tiptoe round her on eggshells either.
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Bitoverwhelmed · 16/06/2014 19:40
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