Contacting DP's DD(36 Posts)
So I'm not actually her step parent but thought I'd probably get the best advice in this topic.
DP and I have been together just under a year and a half (and living together since September). I have a DD from my first marriage and he has 2 (8yo DS and 12 yo DD). I have met his 2 on one occasion for about an hour and his DS for an additional couple of hours. There is a lot of resistance from DP's ex to encourage or facilitate us getting to know each other any further and although the DS (who is younger) seems happy to meet me and DD, the eldest (as we're told by DP's ex) doesn't feel comfortable with it.
Someone suggested I write her a letter as I've not had the opportunity to talk to her and it may help her feel more comfortable with the situation and the idea of me and DD. DP agrees that it may help, so I've written this but would really appreciate the collective wisdom of mumsnet taking a look and seeing what you think. Obviously I've removed any identifiable bits:
I wanted to write and say hi as we haven't really had the chance to talk in the past and, as I met your dad just under a year and a half ago now, I feel it wouldn't be good to leave it any longer to get in touch.
I heard that you were having a bit of a hard time dealing with your parents' separation and the fact that your dad has met someone new, namely me. I've not been through what you're going through myself as my mum and dad never separated, so I can't begin to understand how upsetting and confusing it is for you - but I will try my hardest.
It must be difficult to get your head around the fact that your dad has other people in his life that you don't know - especially as one of these people is a child. I really don't want you to think that <my DD> (my daughter, who is 4) has, or will ever take the place of you or your brother - it just isn't going to happen; <my DD> has a dad that she sees very often, and although your dad and <my DD> have grown very fond of each other, you are his children.
I also wanted to try to help you see what I hope to be my part in yours and your brother's life. I am not, and will never be a replacement for your mum - mums are very special and are pretty much impossible to replace. I'm just a person, a new name to add to your list of friends and family, just as I hope <my DD> will be as well. The last thing I want is for you to feel like I am taking someone away from you, when in actual fact it's more of a case of adding 2 more people in to your lives. Families come in very different shapes and sizes but when the shape of a family changes, as it has with yours, I am sure it takes quite a bit of getting used to. One day I hope you'll see me as someone you can rely on and share with - I'm a pretty OK person, so I've been told
Your dad misses you and <his DS> terribly, and <my DD> asks about you both a lot (she has seen your photo many times). We are looking for a bigger house to live in at the moment, so that you and your brother can have your own room when you come over. Maybe once we've moved in to it you, your brother and your mum could come for a visit?
We both also really hope that you will want to come away with us in the future; we love to go camping and festivals and we also really enjoy skiing (although I had a bit of an accident the last time so I think I might be back on the nursery slopes then next time I go!), or maybe you'd like to come to <family members> house in Italy with us one day. But we will leave that to you; just let us know if and when you feel ready.
It will be through solicitors - they tried the mediation angle but his ex went back to her solicitor and as a result the mediator said she she couldn't work with them anymore (apparently it is either mediation or solicitors but can't be both), I don't think there was much headway made whilst they were at mediation as she didn't agree with what was discussed.
My DSD was the same age (12) when she rejected me - in fact, she gave DP an ultimatum that he should choose her or me. This was greatly fuelled by her Mum.
When DP explained why that wouldn't be happening, and offered a relationship with her independent from me, she refused and cut off all contact for about 18 months.
DP wrote to her regularly during this time, and eventually, a major falling out with her mum resulted in her calling him and they began to spend time together again.
I must have drafted a dozen letters to her just like yours, thinking that I must be able to do something, but I didn't send them.
About 3 months ago, after about 6 months of regular contact between DP and DSD, she agreed to meet DP at a time I'd be there too. We've made great progress since them, and she's starting a Saturday job working for me this week!
Don't give up. It's horrible while you are living it and I didn't believe anyone who said "give it time" or "she'll come round", but they were right. I suggest that you and your DP read a copy of Divorce Poison by Richard Warshak, and there's a DVD called Welcome Back Pluto that will help, too.
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the letter is very...full of negatives. You point out stuff she may not even realise, and it's negative. So, you may be struggling with your parents separating, your might think my daughter will replace you in your dad's affections....if you're determined to send something, it needs to be positive, everything positive. She's of an age when she's probably aware she's upset about things but she won't necessarily have the words or understanding to be able to put that into the words you have put. In other words, you're putting negative thoughts and words into her head, rather than positive ones!
I can't really put my finger on it but I wouldn't send that letter. I just feel it may cause more problems than solutions....you don't know what the homelife is really like for your DSD and whether having that letter in her possession would put her in an awkward situation mentally/emotionally. I know you want her to know that you are not hostile towards her but she probably already has so many things swimming around her head that its potentially too much to burden her with.
I think any relationship you may want with your DSD needs to be built up via her father initially in his company or else it may be seen as over aggressively trying to force the relationship on your terms which you cannot do with anyone.
If I were you I think I'd put some effort into making the new house somewhere that is welcoming for both her and her brother to come - get your DP to invite them to help choose furniture for the room(s) that they will stay in, put their names on the door, etc and make sure your DD knows that their room is not for her to play in,. Maybe buy them both something little that that is from you, for the new room. Hopefully that will send out the same message as you want your note to do, but in a gentler way with less risk of it being too much for her and backfiring.
It's probably also worth getting to know your DSS a bit more too, as if your DSD sees him getting on OK with you and your DD, that may help her too.
Thanks all, I've shelved the idea of a letter for the time being. I've also ordered a copy of Divorce Poison (thanks NotaDisneyMum) and am showing DP this thread
good idea re the room purpleroses - just need to find a house now!
I'm glad you decided not to send the letter, although you mean well, the wording and the tone will cause more problems than solutions, you are telling her things that her Dad likes with you and you child which I know its not your intention, but could make her feel more distant from her father and maybe start a bit of jealousy that isn't there at present if that makes sense.
I know this is totally different scenario but I have had two stepmums, my second one was when I was around 12 and my relationship with my Dad was already strained by the time I met her and then when she tried to tell me how I felt and that I'll always have a place in her family and that her son wont ever take my and my brothers place in my Dads heart it made me upset as none of these were the reasons I was angry with my Dad at the time and just added a shitload of other worries that a 12 year old should not have to deal with.
I've had two step mums and two step dads and a letter like the one above from any of them would upset me. You've just got to give her time, she will come round in the end.
Im sorry if my above post comes across as bitchy, I am very sorry, I kind of projected a little as I'm having a shitty time with said step-mum at the moment, all the things she said that wouldn't happen to me at 12 is exactly what did happen, my Dad died a year ago (almost to the day) and her poison is truly coming out now, I'm angry with my Dad for allowing his two wives to be bitches towards us and Im angry with myself for not saying anything whilst he was alive and for still putting up with her controlling manipulative guilt trips. I shouldn't have posted and Im sorry if it was unhelpful.
I am glad you didn't send the letter. I can see it was well meant. I agree you getting involved will make things worse.
Step child who liked step parents and got on well with them.
The child is hacked off their family is broken, Dad hardly seel's her and is off playing happy families with you and your dc.
You have to live with the fact you are keeping a child and father apart from her pov, I bet she would love to spend time with Dad and to never have to deal with you, let her be happy and let it go, nothing personal just how some kids feel, it's not your fault, just the situation you choose to stay in.
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