Hi There, nervous about posting as I do know I am not being very nice and am embarrassed to admit it but here goes.
I have 3 DD's and DP has 2 DS's. We also have a baby of our own on the way due in October. Im going to try keeping a very long story brief here. DPs ex wife and mother to the DS's is an alcoholic and drug user. The 2 boys got removed from her care over a year ago and have been either staying with maternal Grandparents where they were happy and settled as this was/is near the school they attend and in the same village as Mum- we live over an hour away.
After a year, sadly 1 G'parent died and the Boys have gone into temporary foster care as it looks like Mum is finally ready after completing various parenting courses and drying out clinics, to have them awarded back to her albeit on a very highly supervised care order. The problem comes in here, Its still a little sketchy as to whether they will go back, not 100% yet and so DP has been asked by the courts and his solicitor if in the event of her not being seen fit can they come and live with him, ie us. If we dont have them this scenario coming into play, they will go into long term care which of COURSE he as a loving and responsible Father does not want and yes, he wants to say they can live with us permantely and we will bring them up. In case you havn't guessed it, I am most firmly NOT in agreement. I do care about them am not without feeling, id be sad and of course feel guilty if they do go into care and I would also hate to let DP down in this way as he has been a wonderful and supportive step father to my own DD's making me as I said, very selfish and its very one sided I know but there is a reason.
Through no fault of their own, bad parenting and being moved house, time in and out of care etc these 2 boys are just horrendous.
The eldest especially who is 11 is intolerable. He swears, steals, lies ALL the time and is extremely manipulative. All to be expected I guess with what hes been through.The younger little boy who is 7 is a bit better but also completely unruly and also swears a lot. I just in all truth cannot cope with them full time and neither can my own 3 DD's. I have a baby on the way and my partner himself is suffering depression and having counselling so I have a lot on my plate and honestly dont think I could survive 2 more kids let alone those 2. The problem is that my DP and rightly so, would leave our home, me, my 3 DD's and our new baby to raise his boys rather than let them go into care. He is a good Dad and says he cannot just abandon them as they are his responsibility so he would have no choice but to "chose" them over me/us even though its a dreadful position for the poor man to be in and we have had some almighty rows about it and my refusal to change my mind and give into to agreeing to give the boys a home. I just know in my heart I cannot do it and I certainly cannot give them the specialist care that they need. SO fully prepared for any comments but and dont really know what I am hoping for by posting except to hopefully find some listening ears as I am quite desperate : (
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gingerbreadlady · 18/05/2012 18:50
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