Sorry for the name changes? hopefully the three letters identify me to you lot? [paranoid]
(quick synopsis: she used to come 3 days one week, 4 the next but her mum has been trying her damnedest to alienate my DP from their DD?s life and affections since they split 6 years ago and, following him putting his foot down regards her extortionate demands for money ? she has succeeded in that DSD has decided her dad is a giant waste of space and she hates coming to see us and spending time with him. Only needs her Mum in her life and has lost all interest in DH, me, my DD and our wider families ? classic parental Alienation stuff. Her behaviour has also become very bad ? lost interest at school, hanging out with older boys, bad attitude etc. We?ve had a few ?wins? lately, with her confiding in me that she doesn?t always want her Mum to win the battles, hates the way she is always in the middle and resents feeling like the only adult out of the three of them. But generally, DH is losing her more and more day by day)
So DSD is now steadily coming on a Friday night and staying for Saturday day time every other week. I?m pleased for DH that this happens as we thought at one point she wasn?t going to come at all. But, as pleased as I am and as nasty as it sounds?. I hate it!!! She is a huge presence, messy, often moody, shows off, has poor personal hygiene (leaving sanitary towels out all over the place and talking and joking loudly about her period, popping blisters whilst sitting on the kitchen side-board etc.)
I can deal with the fact that she?s a teenager when she was here more as I felt like the mother of the house (not her mother, but THE mother) but now I feel like an alien (a giant bleach blonde alien with a mega loud voice and who has since December taken on all of her mother?s frankly vile attributes and mannerisms) is invading my house on a weekly basis.
I guess a lot of her behaviour is typically teenage, but I don?t feel like she?s mine anymore and I have no patience with it. I know that?s shameful and I feel horrible but I can?t just turn it on for a day a week and even if I could I feel that it?s pointless trying to have any influence on her behaviour as she has no respect for me, or this home.
I can?t stand the way she just breezes in after no contact for a whole week and helps herself to food in the cupboards etc. When she lived her I didn?t mind so much (well, I brumbled sometimes) but I felt like by being here she had earned her status in the house. Now I don?t feel any desire to provide for her. I just want her gone
So I think I am probably letting her know this. i am withdrawn when she is around and frankly I feel bullied. she is becoming every inch her mother and I feel my home is being invaded.
I want to be alpha-female, and I am all week long. Then suddenly I become this unconfident little person... sorry, I'm rambling, does this make any sense at all SMs...?
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BOMsback · 05/03/2012 17:28
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