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So, Beatrice is now 13 months old and developing slowly but surely. She brings joy to everyone she meets and makes my heart swell with pride.

At the moment, she is very poorly in hospital. She appears to have overcome pneumonia, but the remaining secretions are causing her huge problems. Her airway blocks at random with a mucous plug and she has had to be revived with a bag and mask 3 times in the past 24 hours. Naturally, I am in a permanent state of anxiety at the moment. I just want Beatrice home again. We have so many more memories to make.

Please spare a thought for Beatrice's sisters if you can- they too are poorly with a sickness bug and all they really want right now is cuddles with Mummy.

Life is tough right now, but nobody said it would be easy...

bishboschone Mon 22-Oct-12 18:30:46

Thinking of you cup. I hope bea is home again with you and the girls soon .

youarewinning Mon 22-Oct-12 18:31:17

marking place to follow the story of the teaset.

Again wishing you all love and prayers on your journey.

Enjoy making those memories.

Love and strength to you all, as ever xx.

StillIRise Mon 22-Oct-12 18:36:32

Wishing, hoping and praying for you all.

mymatemax Mon 22-Oct-12 18:37:08

Thinking of you, Mr Cup & all your little girls.
Praying Bea is home with you soon, building memories & making you all smile with love & pride.

FancyPuffin Mon 22-Oct-12 18:47:23

Love and hope for the whole teaset xx

lisad123 Mon 22-Oct-12 18:50:12

Love to you all x

Hassled Mon 22-Oct-12 18:50:12

You would be amazed at how often you are in the thoughts of a random internet stranger - I just never know what to actually post. You're right - nobody said it would be easy, but it shouldn't have to be this unrelentingly hard for you either. Hope your other DDs are OK soon.

ChippingInLovesAutumn Mon 22-Oct-12 18:56:30

You are all in so many peoples thoughts so often smile

13 months, 13 months, that's one little fighter you have there kiddo smile x

It has been a very hard 13 months for you all though hasn't it sad A huge roller coaster.... but worth every minute of the downs for the ups!! You have made so many lovely, lovely memories with Bea and no one can ever take those away from you.

Lots of love & strength as always

CaroleService Mon 22-Oct-12 19:00:08

Some of us on the old thread, frustrated by our inability to HELP, have made a Paypal donation so that the imminent house move (coinciding with Bea's stay in hospital) can be made a bit easier for the family by professional packers. Cup's poor DH has two poorly girls to look after, as well as the packing to do, and Cup daren't leave poor Bea.

No pressure. Prayers and virtual hugs are as appreciated as money.

elizabethrogers(at)live(dot)co(dot)uk is Cup's Paypal address if you fancy it.

<<sticks out tongue at Cup>>

susssiq Mon 22-Oct-12 19:04:12

Brilliant Caroleservice :-) donation flying across the waters any minute now! all fingers crossed for Bea getting better soon. If anyone has prayers or good thoughts to spare (after Bea of course) my nephew could use them now 10 hours into his open heart surgery no news yet.

hazeyjane Mon 22-Oct-12 19:05:48

Thinking of you all here. Urgh to Bea's dsis's having a sickness bug, how horrible. Heres hoping that Bea is out of hospital soon.

I have contributed a little something to your moving fund - hopefully we can all help make the move a little smoother.

On the other thread you said you felt terrible, please don't - one of the best things about mumsnet is being able to be of genuine help and support to someone. I have had so much help from so many people here, I really would have been lost without mumsnet. It is nice, therefore to be able to pay it forward.

SallyBear Mon 22-Oct-12 19:07:57

Susssiq prayers indeed for a successful surgery.

As for random Internet people, I have made a wonderful friend in cup as I was fortunate to meet her at the Tea for Bea fundraiser. smile

pannetone Mon 22-Oct-12 19:15:52

Good move Caroleservice! We want Cup to keep googling that packing service - and maybe the family will be able to get some removal men in too.

We know that you want our prayers and good wishes and thoughts most of all Cup, but some of us really would like (and are able) to give practical (which given our own situations and locations means financial) support. Please accept it as a gift for Beatrice - and of course as help too for all the Teaset. You have so much to deal with at the moment. Hoping that all your DDs get the cuddles and time with you they need and all are better soon.

Susssig - will say a prayer for your nephew too.

ChippingInLovesAutumn Mon 22-Oct-12 19:34:01

Sussieq lots & lots of 'good thoughts' being sent to your nephew. How old is he? I hope you get some good news soon x

susssiq Mon 22-Oct-12 19:37:53

he is 7 it's his 3rd open heart surgery and good thoughts worked got news 5 mis ago that surgery is done and he is now in intensive care waking up fingers crossed recovery goes smoothly now.

susssiq Mon 22-Oct-12 19:40:12

thanks folks a bit shaky now. Would love to meet the teaset but doubt i ever will live in sweden so would be a long way to go but following them here for the past 13 months has been a rollercoaster ride that I don't intend getting off anytime soon! <3

AnyaJetski Mon 22-Oct-12 19:54:36

Do hope you receive enough funds for packers and movers, cup just to take a bit of strain off you and your dh. You must both be so exhuausted, physically and emotionally. I can hardly imagine it.

I think MNHQ were actually (hopefully) vouching for your integrity by saying they had met you, but of course they needed to mention the necessary cautions. smile Anyway, remember that it is more blessed to give than to receive.

Hope Bea now goes from strength to strength. xx

ChippingInLovesAutumn Mon 22-Oct-12 19:55:32

Susssiq - that's a good start smile Will continue to send 'good thoughts' for a quick recovery & the best results possible! x

I'm glad your nephew has pulled through well, Susssiq smile prayers for a speedy, comfortable recovery.

CaroleService you are very naughty! But thank you x

Northernlurkerisbehindyouboo Mon 22-Oct-12 20:05:25

It's a honour to be able to give a tiny amount to help your family Cup.

Lots of prayers coming your way smile

JustFabulous Mon 22-Oct-12 20:07:40

13 months! Amazing amazing amazing.

Hoping for a speedy recovery and return home.

5ThingsUnderTheBed Mon 22-Oct-12 20:09:39

Thinking of you all.

ohmeohmy Mon 22-Oct-12 20:17:05

Thank you for taking the time to update cup. Wish I was nearer and could be of more use to you. xx

Rowgtfc72 Mon 22-Oct-12 20:22:07

Cup, youve got through tough times before. Hang on in there and when it gets tough we,ll hang on to you too. Thinking of you all x

TCOB Mon 22-Oct-12 20:26:42

Thank you for letting us help, Cup xxx

Sussiq smile

Cup, Bea has touched so many of us - I know I am not a regular 'follower' on her threads, but I think of you all so often. And love seeing new photos of her on your profile <stalker>.
And I am totally shock at the fact that she is now 1!! Well done, all of you; what a year you've all had.
I wish there were medals or OBEs or summat for living the heroic life you have lived since (before) Bea's arrival. And how she has astounded everyone - I hope she gets better v soon, gets rid of pesky secretions and is back home with you soon xx.

Thank you Pacific. It's funny that you say well done. A respiratory consultant saw Beatrice this week (well actually she helped to resuscitate Beatrice this week hmm) and she came to see me afterwards for a chat. She hadn't seen Bea since she was 4 months old. The consultant said, 'You've done so well to keep her out of hospital, you've really done well.' I was completely taken aback and didn't really know what to say! I've not done well, it's all Beatrice! What can I do to change her fate other than saturate her with masses of love, and who doesn't do that for their child?

Anyway, thank you for the well dones and the comments of 'I don't know how you do it' (2 nurses yesterday shock) I think you just do, don't you. Of course, there are always periods where it all falls apart and you question your strength and sanity...

Right, enough naval-gazing. My baby is saturating well and comfortable, so I'm going to shut my eyes before she wakes and needs attention.

lisad123 Mon 22-Oct-12 21:17:44

hope you both sleep well tonight x

And with that, she's woken up!

Never fails, does it - I swear babies know when mum wants/needs a bit of shut eye. Hope you get some rest eventually.

Hope she lets you get some sleep soon! Thinking of you all xx

bigbluebus Mon 22-Oct-12 21:32:43

Hope Bea has a settled night and that you get some sleep.
And the Consultant was right - you have "done well". You have been alert and tuned in to Bea's needs and health. You have judged when things are stable and when a hospital visit is needed. There is an art to that and it only happens when you are switched on to your daughters needs. Yes, other parents smother their baby with love, but with a baby like Bea it takes much more.
Accept those 'pats on the back' - I know it sounds strange to hear people praise you for what you just see as your job, but it is because of the love, care and dedication that you have shown that means she is still here - and long may that continue.

gingergran Mon 22-Oct-12 21:37:56

Another long time lurker coming out of the woodwork. I can remember your first posts when you didn't think Bea would make it through the first 13 days, let alone 13 weeks and now 13 months.

I think you are right that you just play the hand you have been dealt with as best you can. For us 'strangers' reading about Bea and your older daughters and having the privilege to share your ups and downs with you and your family, we gain so much. The power of love, in the words of the song, goes a long way and all of us who read your posts have been touched in so many ways.

I understand that on a day to day basis life throws you curve balls but Bea has, and still does, touch the hearts of so many who have never met her in real life and the one thing that shines through stronger than anything else is the amount of love that she gives and receives. She really is a special little girl.

Take care of all the teaset x

fhdl34 Mon 22-Oct-12 22:30:28

Still rooting for Bea, still thinking of her and all of you and hoping that she stabilises soon.

foofooyeah Mon 22-Oct-12 22:41:45

I have checking back regularly to see how she is doing. Thoughts and prayers are with you. Small contribution on its way.

moajab Mon 22-Oct-12 23:05:38

Hope you and Bea have a good night. I agree that you have done well. And so has Bea and the rest of the Tea Set. xxx

She's in a bad way- back in HDU on 15litres o2. No idea what's going on, but I feel terribly sad. Not frightened, just sad.

starfishmummy Tue 23-Oct-12 08:53:39

Oh, Cup.

Sending lots of hugs and prayers for you all.

desertgirl Tue 23-Oct-12 09:06:22

Oh cup, you're really going through the mill... Wish there was something we could say, or do, that would actually make a difference. Hang on in there little Bea

StillIRise Tue 23-Oct-12 09:07:01

Still praying.
Love and light.

CestTout Tue 23-Oct-12 09:17:32

Keeping you all in my thoughts here

Lougle Tue 23-Oct-12 09:26:35

Cup, haven't posted for a while, but thoughts are with you today. Sorry you are having to cope with this horrible time while moving house too. Bea is a truly lucky girl. Even if this seems 'normal' to you, it is extraordinary, and you are an inspiration in the way you deal with it.

DottyDot Tue 23-Oct-12 09:30:14

wishing you all love and luck Cup, as always xxx

annalovesmrbates Tue 23-Oct-12 09:30:25

Oh no, lots of love and prayers coming your way for you both. x

catclarks Tue 23-Oct-12 09:37:24

Thinking of you all. Positive vibes being sent your way x

bigbluebus Tue 23-Oct-12 09:38:19

Cup thinking of you all and praying that Bea shows her usual strength and determination.
Hope there is someone with you who can give you a real life hug as I'm not sure MN ((((hugs))) are the same at times like this., but sending them anyway!

Vagaceratops Tue 23-Oct-12 09:46:20

Sending lots of love your way Cup. xxx

DutchOma Tue 23-Oct-12 09:46:37

Prayers continuing. Prayers for peace, for light, for hope

moajab Tue 23-Oct-12 10:08:38

Praying hard for Bea. xxx

Northernlurkerisbehindyouboo Tue 23-Oct-12 10:20:31

Praying for Bea and for you. Our hearts are with you and with Bea.

Psalm 121
The Lord watches over you—
the Lord is your shade at your right hand;
the sun will not harm you by day,
nor the moon by night.

The Lord will keep you from all harm—
he will watch over your life;
the Lord will watch over your coming and going
both now and forevermore.

NorthernLurker thanks

Play worker just said I look the worst she's ever seen me blush I think that's a fair assessment of how I am feeling right now.

mymatemax Tue 23-Oct-12 10:31:05

and i think its fair that you feel as you do right now, you will continue to find the strength to continue to be there with Bea every step.
Keeping you all in our thoughts & prayers. So hope Bea shows signs of improvement soon.
Maybe the playworker needs some tact lessons wink x

CaroleService Tue 23-Oct-12 10:57:27


FancyPuffin Tue 23-Oct-12 11:00:28

Hugs and love to you cup

Positive vibes for Bea

pannetone Tue 23-Oct-12 11:01:46

Praying for Beatrice and strength for you Cup. You must be so exhausted. But you are THERE Cup - and that in itself counts for so much, even if you no longer have the strength to hide how you are really feeling. Do not feel blush about this - no one who isn't 'walking in your shoes' can know how difficult your journey is.

I am off to a weekly prayer group - it's a group called Mothers' Prayers (that has groups all over the world) and I will be once again praying for you and Beatrice. x

KateUnghoulyBush Tue 23-Oct-12 11:02:16

Northernlurker that's beautiful. I am repeating it for Bea, Cup and all the Teaset.

With love xx

JustFabulous Tue 23-Oct-12 12:27:50

Oh cup sad. I am so sorry it is another tough day. I hope it is a comfort, if only tiny, that so many people are thinking of you and your family and praying for an improvement. Words seem so trite and I always feel like I am saying the wrong thing blush.

ExitPursuedByAaaaaarGhoul Tue 23-Oct-12 12:28:39

Signing in on the new thread and hoping that Bea is improving

Cup I genuinely do not know how you cope. Have another Well Done from me. I think you are amazing and your girls must be very proud of you.

Lovethesea Tue 23-Oct-12 12:43:46

Praying and sending love to you all xxx

foofooyeah Tue 23-Oct-12 12:59:30

Prayers here, prayers for healing and hope.

Pannetone: how lovely to a Mother's Prayer group praying for Bea - its just so right.

Cup, I dont have the words that some people have but am thinking of you.

Thumbwitch Tue 23-Oct-12 13:02:44

Still here, still hoping, praying, candle-lighting, crossing everything that Bea comes through this as she has every other trauma so far - and I hope your other DDs are recovering from their bug too.

Wish I could contribute but I can't do Paypal (long boring story) - so will just send you heaps of strength vibes. xx

HairyPotter Tue 23-Oct-12 13:29:16

Sending love and positive thoughts for little Bea xx

ThoughtBen10WasBadPokemonOMG Tue 23-Oct-12 13:30:07

Sending my love and positive thoughts x

whatthewhatthebleep Tue 23-Oct-12 13:33:34

I hope your Paypal is showing you enough that will really be able to help support your packing and moving issues...

Keep the deposits going people!!'s the one way we can be of practical support to all the tea set for now.....

Thank you for the best wishes and for staying with us. She's still unstable but fast asleep in 10 litres. The nurses keep discussing her in hushed tones, I don't think that's good. Dd1 and dh are here as I have to take dd1 down to ENT soon for her appointment. I don't want to leave Beatrice, but need to do this for dd1 too.

Northernlurkerisbehindyouboo Tue 23-Oct-12 14:06:12

Cup -the nurses know Bea is poorly. They don't know her like you do. They know about babies like Bea, they don't know Bea. Don't read too much in to their demeanour. They're trying to stay professional and it's not good to discuss patients loudly.

With ENT - tell the HDU nurses which clinic you're going to and when you get to the clinic tell them your daughter is in HDU and if HDU call you need to know that instantly. They WILL go above and beyond for you. I would if you were here in the hospital I work in.

BaldricksTurnip Tue 23-Oct-12 14:15:01

Cup, my thoughts and very best wishes to you and your beautiful family, and a very special hug and kiss for the gorgeous Bea. Stay strong xxx

Thinking of you all and sending strength xxx

eightytwenty Tue 23-Oct-12 15:07:12

And me.

No change.

pannetone Tue 23-Oct-12 16:09:45

Of course we're staying with you Cup - just a shame we can only be with you 'virtually'. I feel for you being torn between Beatrice and DD1 this afternoon - I pray that all will be well for all of you. x

countingdown Tue 23-Oct-12 16:11:23

Thoughts and best wishes are with you xx

annalovesmrbates Tue 23-Oct-12 16:11:43

Still here and thinking of you all. X

JustFabulous Tue 23-Oct-12 16:22:40

Thinking of your DD1 too.

swooosh Tue 23-Oct-12 16:53:00

thinking of you all x

cloutiedumpling Tue 23-Oct-12 17:01:15

Praying for all of you.

5ThingsUnderTheBed Tue 23-Oct-12 17:02:42

Still here, sending positive vibes xx

Lovethesea Tue 23-Oct-12 17:14:48

Checking all the time for news and praying for peace for you all in the middle of this storm.

Lilithmoon Tue 23-Oct-12 18:07:31

Positive vibes from all of us.

MysteriousHamster Tue 23-Oct-12 18:31:32

Thinking of and hoping for you all

zebrafinch Tue 23-Oct-12 18:32:58

paypal virgin here, seems to have worked. Cup, I hope that soon you and all the teaset can be warm and cosy in your new home

AMumGoingMad Tue 23-Oct-12 18:43:14

Continuing to pray for Bea and you all xxx.

shazian Tue 23-Oct-12 18:55:00

Thinking of you all, hope Bea gets well soon. Hope your move at weekend goes smooth xx

TCOB Tue 23-Oct-12 19:01:41

Prayers and love and hope x

youarewinning Tue 23-Oct-12 19:07:59

Checking in. Sorry to hear Beatrice has struggled but continuing to pray for you all.

Sorry but I did laugh at Beatrice waking up when you decided to sleep - pesky little buggers babies aren't they?! grin

Donation coming your way on payday next week (whoop!). I know its after you move but I hope it still helps in some way - even if you just buy a take out because your saucepans are still packed!

pixiestix Tue 23-Oct-12 19:13:45

As always, sending love and light to the whole teaset xxx

pearlgirl Tue 23-Oct-12 19:27:18

Thinking of you, lifting you all into the light and praying for Bea.

Sneepy Tue 23-Oct-12 20:05:55

Thinking of you all xxx

Right, not much has changed. She's had a comfortable afternoon. She's in 5 litres o2 via a nebulizer mask, without the actual saline going through. It's the only way we've managed to keep her sats up. She's pooling her secretions at the back of her throat which means she just can't catch a breath sometimes.

Thank you so much for the donations that have come through to my PayPal. Dh is waiting for a phone call from a local company to discuss if they can help at a reasonable price. We really appreciate it x

ohmeohmy Tue 23-Oct-12 20:56:09

Least we can do. There's a gaggle of mnetters metaphorically packing for you right now.

annalovesmrbates Tue 23-Oct-12 20:56:33

Thank you for updating and so happy to hear that she is comfortable. More love and prayers. X

JustFabulous Tue 23-Oct-12 21:00:20

I love packing. I wish I was near enough to help (also rubbish at geography. You could be next door for all I know.)

CaroleService Tue 23-Oct-12 21:02:49

Would it help to put her on a slant?

(Hark at me. What do I know?)

I hope she turns a big corner tonight, Cup.

Yes a slant helps! She's almost sleeping upright at the moment.

DutchOma Tue 23-Oct-12 21:15:21

Gaggle of MNters is right. Keeping up the prayer support. Last thing at night, first thing in the morning. Hope you both get some sleep.

Glad to hear she had a settled afternoon.

Just a thought (and yes, hark at me too {genius expression btw}, what do I know??): is a cough assist device a possibility for Bea?? It may be that she is too young (it needs the user to cooperate and to be able to coordinate their breathing), but there may be something similar for littlies?
The person I know using one is a young adult with muscular dystrophy, so quite a different problem, but the way you described her secretions pooling in the back of her throat and obstructing her airway reminded me of his problems.

Hereby ends the overstepping-my-professional-bounds-pie-in-the-sky-suggestions and the simple sending-of-positive-thoughts-and-vibes restarts.
A restful night to you all xx.

hazeyjane Tue 23-Oct-12 21:44:52

Cup, does Bea sleep on some sort of wedge? I only ask because a very lovely mumsnetter sent me a fantastic reflux wedge like this when ds was tiny, we used it for a long time, but he has outgrown it now, and if you wanted it I would happily pass it on.
It has a harness on it which velcro's between the legs so the child doesn't slip down, and has a head hugger which velcros on. It is in really good condition, just pm me your address if you would like it. I also used it as a good place to put ds to play when he couldn't sit and when he was tired and floppy, so even if you would like it as a spare comfy place for Bea to sit with her sisters, then let me know. x

Still following your story and rooting for beautiful little Bea. Have not posted much as no constructive advice, but you are all often in my thought xx

chunkymum Tue 23-Oct-12 22:31:40

Still thinking of you all. Hope Bea has a comfortable night xxx

Dh and girls are here now. She's taking very few breaths. She's comfortable in my arms.

whatthewhatthebleep Wed 24-Oct-12 02:58:45

thinking about you all ...sending strength to you xx

starfish71 Wed 24-Oct-12 03:00:06

Sending prayers to you all xxxxx

Thumbwitch Wed 24-Oct-12 03:35:05

Here with you Cup - hoping and praying that she's going to come through this still.

giraffesCantGoGuisingAsZebras Wed 24-Oct-12 03:57:11


twojumpingbeans Wed 24-Oct-12 05:38:48

Sending you love, love and more love. Your little angel has always been such an inspiration to us xxx

She got down to 4 breaths a minute, sats so low they didn't register. Mum came. I cried so many tears. Her eyes were dry and not focussing, for the first time, when I spoke to her she didn't look at me. She didn't respond to her toes being lightly pinched.

Then she began to breathe a bit faster, more regularly. Her sats are now at 76%. She's still poorly, but her eyes are closed and she's sleeping. Her temp is 40.1 and heartrate 200 bpm, so we've given her calpol.

Unfortunately I realised, and the nurses have confirmed, that her respiratory distress was caused by too much morphine being prescribed- something which I'd picked up on the last admission before they actually administered the dose. This time, it was given when I'd dozed off so didn't notice to intervene. Apparently I'll need to speak to the sister tomorrow.

Sorry if this doesn't make sense, I've been awake all night.

hazeyjane Wed 24-Oct-12 06:09:04

Oh cup, i am so sorry you have had such a night. i can think of nothing to say except to say all my love and thoughts are with you.

NormaStanleyFletcher Wed 24-Oct-12 06:16:22

Oh honey. Infrequent lurker here sending you much early morning love and hugs from the Fletch household.

You must be knackered

Lougle Wed 24-Oct-12 06:45:17

I'm so sorry to hear you've had an awful night. Especially with regards the morphine.

I hope Bea is comfortable today and you can both snooze.

How did your other DD's appointment go?

lisad123 Wed 24-Oct-12 06:58:13

Oh cup so sorry you have had a terrible night and that the hospital caused it. I hope Bea is just sleeping because she's in her normal fighting spirit and when she's strong enough she will open those beautiful eyes. She's the first person I think of in the morning and your all the last thing I pray for at night. X

youarewinning Wed 24-Oct-12 07:03:15

Sorry to hear you've both had a terrible night. I hope you get some answers today about the morphine.

DutchOma Wed 24-Oct-12 07:07:45

Prayers continuing. Another one who needs to put the computer on as soon as awake.

SallyBear Wed 24-Oct-12 07:15:36

Oh Cup!! I feel your distress and helplessness. Praying hard for you all that Beatrice gets better.
Thank God that you realised about the Morphine. Thank God. x

eightytwenty Wed 24-Oct-12 07:20:10

So sorry cup. I hope you get relief today.

I am glad morphine overdose was the 'culprit', and yet alarming that it was given in the first place. I hope they can change procedures as a result.

Thumbwitch Wed 24-Oct-12 07:39:22

oh Cup - you don't need that! I'm so sorry that you and Bea were caused unnecessary distress by too much morphine and I hope they never do that to either of you again. sad

I'm so relieved that she's picked up again this morning - hope the calpol and antibiotics can do the job and bring her out of this infection.


Bobloblaw Wed 24-Oct-12 07:46:07

I am thinking of you all, especially yourself and Bea. I really really hope that today is a bit brighter, I wish there was something I could actually do to help but you are never far from my thoughts x

StillIRise Wed 24-Oct-12 07:48:00

Praying for you all.
Love, light and peace.

geeandfeesmum Wed 24-Oct-12 07:58:54


Another long time lurker on this thread. I just wanted to tell you that I am thinking of you. I know you don't want to hear this but you truly are inspirational and sometimes we need to hear that particularly in the hardest of times. Sending good thoughts and prayers for Bea xx

annalovesmrbates Wed 24-Oct-12 08:03:45

My first thoughts today were you and Bea. Much love.x

Thinking of all of the teaset. Much love to you all xx

Northernlurkerisbehindyouboo Wed 24-Oct-12 08:13:56

We're with you Cup.

starfishmummy Wed 24-Oct-12 08:21:56

Hugs to you all

TheNinjaGooseIsOnAMission Wed 24-Oct-12 08:26:41

thinking of you and sending hugs xx

pannetone Wed 24-Oct-12 08:26:46

Have hardly read your posts properly yet cup - just wanted to post that I am praying. X

Northernlurkerisbehindyouboo Wed 24-Oct-12 08:28:43

I've started a thread in chat for a co-ordinated prayer/thoughts effort at 12 o'clock today. I hope nobody minds. It felt like a good idea to get as many people as possible behind lovely Bea and Cup.

SallyBear Wed 24-Oct-12 08:31:34

Northern. Please out the link on here. Thank you x

Northernlurkerisbehindyouboo Wed 24-Oct-12 08:32:30

Oh yes that would help wouldn't it? grin


bigbluebus Wed 24-Oct-12 08:33:13

Oh Cup. I'm so sorry to hear that things have been so bad. Hopefully now they have stopped the Morphine things will continue to improve.
My thoughts and prayers will be with you all today. Hoping to check in and find better news later. Take care x

JustFabulous Wed 24-Oct-12 08:40:57

Oh goodness sad. I think whoever prescribed the morphine needs to explain themselves.

Had did your DD1 get on at her appointment?

barbie1 Wed 24-Oct-12 08:59:33

Thinking of you all x

trumpton Wed 24-Oct-12 09:01:04

Love to all the Teaset and am sending some moving fund money via Paypal.

PollyLogos Wed 24-Oct-12 09:05:12

My thoughts are with you all, but especially Bea x

My thoughts are with all of you, you have all fought so hard to get this far. Keep fighting little Bea!!

LetLoveRule Wed 24-Oct-12 09:13:03

Thinking of you all.

saffronwblue Wed 24-Oct-12 09:19:38

Have thought about Bea a lot today. Sending love and strength to you all.
(Off for a little visit to Paypal now).

Engelsemama Wed 24-Oct-12 09:32:54

Thinking of Bea. x

SleepyLittleSunshineGirl Wed 24-Oct-12 09:38:43

cupoftea I've NC since beautiful Bea was born, just wanted to add my best wishes. I will be praying for Bea today and sending you and your family much strength and love. xxx

Lovethesea Wed 24-Oct-12 09:39:57

Still checking in and praying. Love to all xxx

cloutiedumpling Wed 24-Oct-12 10:34:32

Praying for you all.

Faverolles Wed 24-Oct-12 10:36:00

Thinking of you all xx

CaroleService Wed 24-Oct-12 10:36:17

You should not have to police her care, and educate yourself to 'know better' than medical professionals in this way. Awful.

I'm in awe of you and Bea.

ChippingInLovesAutumn Wed 24-Oct-12 10:53:52

Cup - biggest of big hugs for you all.

I can't believe that about the morphine sad - well, sadly I can, but fucking hell!! When you speak to the Sister today find your ROAR. Stern words need to be had and BIG FAT writing all over her notes so that it doesn't happen again. It.Is.Not.Good.Enough.

How did DD1's apt go?

How did DH get on with the packers? Was he able to book them?

As for you looking rough - I can guarantee you look better on a bad day than I do on a good day, pretty, young wee thing you wink x

foofooyeah Wed 24-Oct-12 11:21:37

Still with you Cup. Love to you all.

MissPerception Wed 24-Oct-12 11:26:21

I'm a lurker and want to contribute paypal wise. Can someone help? I've just spent 15+ minutes going through the paypal system which I have used before. They want to have my current mobile number. I'm in Malaysia but it keeps defaulting to +44. Am I being thick?

ExitPursuedByAaaaaarGhoul Wed 24-Oct-12 11:33:42

Sending love and positive thoughts.

My darling, darling girl ends her earthly journey here. Beatrice Primrose died at 10.20 this morning of respiratory failure, aged 13 months, 1 week and 1 day. I already miss her, even as I hold her still body in my arms. God, please take care of my baby now I can't do it myself x

LateDeveloper Wed 24-Oct-12 11:41:58

Oh Cup! So sad for you and your family. Rest in peace lovely Beatrice - you were much much loved and in your short life you touched the hearts of many

Thumbwitch Wed 24-Oct-12 11:42:05

Oh my lovely Cup, I'm so very very sorry for you all. You poor darling, she fought so very very hard and did so well to last as long as she did. I'm heartbroken for you all. sad
So much love xxx

weblette Wed 24-Oct-12 11:42:24

Dearest Cup, thinking of you and your beautiful family. Bea was a precious light who touched so many people xxxxxx

BiscuitsandBaileys Wed 24-Oct-12 11:44:13

Oh cup, I'm so very sorry. sad
I'm crying here for you, your family and your darling girl.

TheNinjaGooseIsOnAMission Wed 24-Oct-12 11:44:33

so so sorry cup, sending you all much love xxx

DaftMaul Wed 24-Oct-12 11:44:43

Cup, so very sorry to hear this devastating news. What a lovely little girl you had in Bea.

I hope that at some time in the future, all the memories you have of Bea will be a comfort and bring a smile to your faces.

I'm sure she is dancing with the angels.

Love to you all xxxx

schobe Wed 24-Oct-12 11:45:56

Oh no, I'm so terribly sorry. She fought and fought and fought some more as did you.

5ThingsUnderTheBed Wed 24-Oct-12 11:47:10

Darling Cup. I am so very sorry.

I have no words sad

ExitPursuedByAaaaaarGhoul Wed 24-Oct-12 11:47:22

Oh Cup. I am so, so terribly sorry.

Bea was so precious, and so loved.

Rest in peace little one.

Frenchplait Wed 24-Oct-12 11:47:49

So very sorry. My thoughts are with you and your family. sad

FangsGoForTheMaidensThroat Wed 24-Oct-12 11:47:50

So terribly sorry to hear this news sad

streakybacon Wed 24-Oct-12 11:49:12

So sorry for you all Cup. Sending my love and thoughts xx

DameMargotFountain Wed 24-Oct-12 11:49:13

more tears here too for your family, cup

so so sad for you {{{hugs}}}

MorningPurples Wed 24-Oct-12 11:53:26

I am so, so sorry to hear this. Thinking of all of you.

SESthebrave Wed 24-Oct-12 11:53:38


Cup, you may have only had your little girl a short time but she has touched so many people and will never be forgotten.

Praying for you and all who mourn her. She is with the angels now and in the care of her loving heavenly Father.

ThoughtBen10WasBadPokemonOMG Wed 24-Oct-12 11:53:56

Heartbreaking to read this. She had so much love in the time she was with you. xx

OohMrDarcy Wed 24-Oct-12 11:53:56

So so sorry to hear that cup

rest in peace Bea xxxx

EmpressOfTheSevenScreams Wed 24-Oct-12 11:54:32

I'm so sorry, Cup.

Bea was very, very special and so are you.

MissPerception Wed 24-Oct-12 11:55:23

Most of us don't know you and yet you and your third daughter touched everyone who read your words. Wishing you lots of strength to get through this tragic time.

ChippingInLovesAutumn Wed 24-Oct-12 11:57:38

Oh my darling girl, I am so, so, so sorry sad I wish I could wrap my arms around you all and hold you. Beatrice is loved by so many people, she has touched so many hearts - she's a very very special little girl and will be missed by a lot of people, but none so much as her lovely, wonderful Mum I know.

All my love & strength

LadyGago Wed 24-Oct-12 11:59:47

I'm so sorry to read your sad news. I have followed Bea's story from your first post, and have always been touched by the way you wrote of your lovely girl.

Rest peacefully Bea x

uptomyeyes Wed 24-Oct-12 12:00:09

I've followed your story from the very beginning, I really believed Bea would pull through this one. So very very sad for you all. Rest in peace little Bea xxx

ratbagcatbag Wed 24-Oct-12 12:00:16

Rest in paradise Bea, I'll be lighting a candle for you and your precious family tonight. Xxx

CaroleService Wed 24-Oct-12 12:00:35

I don't have the words for this. Let's join our thoughts at noon as NL suggested, and send as much love and thanks and strength as we can.

SallyBear Wed 24-Oct-12 12:01:44

I loved her and I will miss her. She was remarkable and she will be dearly missed. My heartfelt condolences to your entire family.

I am so truly truly sorry, I am thinking of you all. Bea was the most incredible, remarkable girl and she will be so very very missed xxxxxx

Sneepy Wed 24-Oct-12 12:08:01

So sorry to hear this. Bea had so much love and such a wonderful family for the short time she was here.

D0G Wed 24-Oct-12 12:09:51

Message withdrawn at poster's request.

TimeForMeAndDD Wed 24-Oct-12 12:10:06

I am so very sorry. Lots of love and strength to you and your lovely family.

God Bless you baby Bea X

DutchOma Wed 24-Oct-12 12:10:28

Oh darling...

Oh God, how very very sad sad I'm so sorry. I was looking at the photos of her earlier today, what a gorgeous girl she was. xxx

beatofthedrum Wed 24-Oct-12 12:12:07

Sobbing for you here Cup. I am so so sorry and sad for your little family. What a wonderful life of love you gave her xxx

So so sorry. Bea touched so many hearts in such a short time x

whatthewhatthebleep Wed 24-Oct-12 12:12:34

I'm so very sorry Bea has lost her fight. We are all sharing your tears and sending love to you all xx

Engelsemama Wed 24-Oct-12 12:13:59

Oh Cup. I am so sorry. Thinking of you and your family. x

Glabella Wed 24-Oct-12 12:21:02

I am so very sorry. Thinking of all of you and sending love and strength.

annalovesmrbates Wed 24-Oct-12 12:21:36

Oh Cup, I am so so sorry to hear this sad news. RIP beautiful Bea. X

annalovesmrbates Wed 24-Oct-12 12:21:36

Oh Cup, I am so so sorry to hear this sad news. RIP beautiful Bea. X

gingergran Wed 24-Oct-12 12:22:08

So very sad for your family xx

desertgirl Wed 24-Oct-12 12:25:08

Thinking of you cup xx

doctordwt Wed 24-Oct-12 12:27:24

So very sorry to hear this. Sending love and thoughts x

spiderlight Wed 24-Oct-12 12:28:21

So sorry.

silverfrog Wed 24-Oct-12 12:28:23

Cup, I am so sorry.

Beatrice was such a fighter, and had the whole of MN behind her. She was an amazing little girl.

Thinking of you and the teaset at this difficult time.

dublinmary Wed 24-Oct-12 12:31:39

So sorry for your terrible loss.

Thinking of you all with sadness in my heart, but gladness for having "known" Bea just a tiny, tiny bit. She was and is a star, and so are you all for everything you have done for and with her. Your whole family are in our prayers, today and everyday.

CaffeineDeficit Wed 24-Oct-12 12:34:17

Cup, I'm so sorry to hear this. Bea was an incredibly special little girl, and was surrounded by so much love. We'll be thinking of you and the whole teaset

EarnestDullard Wed 24-Oct-12 12:36:15

Oh sad So sorry to hear this. Thinking of you all x

pixiestix Wed 24-Oct-12 12:36:58

I'm sitting here sobbing my heart out for your beautiful girl. I can't imagine your pain, but please know that Beatrice touched so many lives and so many hearts. Its beyond imagining, the impact her little life had on the world.

I'm so very very sorry. She deserved to live. She should have lived sad

so so sorry for the loss of your very beautiful girl.

notwoo Wed 24-Oct-12 12:38:19

I'm so so sorry to hear this.

I've followed your threads from the start under numerous name changes and have always been in awe of what an amazing mother you have been to Beatrice. She was so well loved and cared for.

All my love to you and your family.

KateUnghoulyBush Wed 24-Oct-12 12:40:17

I don't know what to say Cup. I am so sorry my heart is breaking for you. What a beautiful, strong, brave little girl with the most loving, inspiring Mummy. Thank God she came to you, no-one could have done a better job.

Oh Cup. I wish I could give you a real hug. I'm so sorry.

Liz79 Wed 24-Oct-12 12:40:38

Of cupoftea so sorry to hear this. Bea and her family have done so very well to have got so far. Thinking of you all x

bishboschone Wed 24-Oct-12 12:43:36

So sad to hear that bea has lost her fight . I too have followed the teasets story from the beginning. I had a poorly baby around the same time as Beatrice and your strength has given me strength. Bea and you have touched so many lives . Love and light to you all xx

oh cup I am so sorry for the loss of darling Beatrice Primrose.
Know that she has touched the hearts of people she never met.

WandaDoff Wed 24-Oct-12 12:45:46

I'm so so sorry.

Sleep tight, little one xx

Lovethesea Wed 24-Oct-12 12:45:51

So so sorry you have to be apart from Bea for a while now.

She is safe, held, loved. No more pain, no more tears, no more sadness for Bea. Much grieving for you who miss her.

She will always be such a huge formative part of what makes your family strong, compassionate and kind.

Thank you so much for sharing Bea's journey with us. I have loved reading of her, praying for her, learning from her. Bea has made me remember what is important.

For all her 400+ days I give thanks.

For all your pain, grief and sadness I pray comfort, peace and rest.

And for the future I pray much joy in your memories and especially those days in Lourdes in the sunshine.

PipinJo Wed 24-Oct-12 12:46:14

I am so sorry to hear this as you gave beautiful Bea the love to last a whole lifetime in such a short time xx

Sillybillypoopoomummy Wed 24-Oct-12 12:47:21

Oh Cup
I am a long time lurker and am so sorry for you all. She is safe and warm and was loved so much her whole life. Remember her when she was happy.

LostInWales Wed 24-Oct-12 12:48:06

Sorry, so, so sorry.

Beautiful, beautiful Bea, rest peacefully now.

Oh Cup, I am so sorry to hear your sad news.Thinking of you all xx

StillIRise Wed 24-Oct-12 12:52:37

I am so very very sorry. Dear little Beatrice.

DuffyMoon Wed 24-Oct-12 12:54:06

so sorry to hear your news - the photos are beautiful

CheshireDing Wed 24-Oct-12 12:54:29

So sad to hear the news. I cannot imagine how much the teaset will miss Bea's gorgeous little face.

I know I can speak for all the October babies from our orginal ante natal thread when I say we are thinking of the teaset and baby Bea today Cup

Rest in Peace Beatrice Primrose x

Northernlurkerisbehindyouboo Wed 24-Oct-12 12:57:44

Cup - you know I believe Beatrice is with her heavenly Father now. She's home safe with Him. I wanted her here with you and my heart breaks for your loss but I know Beatrice is safe and you will see her again. I will keep on praying for you and your family. I'm sure I can speak for everyone on all Bea's threads when I say that we won't forget her and we won't forget you.

ExitPursuedByAaaaaarGhoul Wed 24-Oct-12 13:01:17

I keep thinking of the fabulous time you had in Lourdes, particularly when you had a picnic in the high meadow.

I hope the memories of that time will bring you comfort.

Doyouthinktheysaurus Wed 24-Oct-12 13:01:38

I'm so sorry cup for you and all your familysad

I've followed yours and Bea's inspirational story and I wish you best wishes and my thoughts at this worst of times.


EllenJaneisstillnotmyname Wed 24-Oct-12 13:04:14

Your lovely girl is at peace. I'm so sorry for you all, but glad that Bea has touched so many lives. X

coff33pot Wed 24-Oct-12 13:04:28

Bless her sweet angel heart xxx

Your precious girl is sleeping just a short distance away. When the sun shines through the clouds that will be your girl sending a reminder of how much she loves you and is still close by.

Beatrice will never leave your hearts as you gave her so much love as a family and made so many wonderful happy memories for her to dream peaceful and content. Your girl will shine for you always xxxx

ILovePinky Wed 24-Oct-12 13:04:49

I am so so sorry for your loss. Thank you for allowing us to share Bea's life.

Much love to all the teaset. x

I'm so sorry.

Four4me Wed 24-Oct-12 13:05:28

Oh cup I am so terribly sad for you all. You have been an inspirational woman from the moment Bea arrived and I have followed your journey with such affection for both Bea, your girlies and you. I cannot imagine the depths of your grief, lovely lady. She has touched so many in her too short life, as have you.
Much love to you all at this terribly sad and difficult time. Xxxxx

FromGirders Wed 24-Oct-12 13:06:16

So very sorry.

Giddypants Wed 24-Oct-12 13:08:14

So sorry for your loss, thinking of you and sending you hugs xxxx


Words fail me. I am so desperately sorry. Bea has touched so many people, and you have given her the best life anyone could have hoped for.

maebyfunke Wed 24-Oct-12 13:10:45

Cup, how heartbreaking sad.

eightytwenty Wed 24-Oct-12 13:13:51

Cup. I am so totally and utterly devastated for you, your Dh and your girls. I have checked in on how you're doing most days for the last year, and month since your first post, and you have been in my thoughts so often, and never more than when there's been another set back. I assumed, and hoped that she would beat this infection too. I am so desperately sorry she didn't make it.

Life is so unfair.

Marne Wed 24-Oct-12 13:24:49

So sorry for your loss sad, thinking of you and your family at this sad time xxx

SleepyLittleSunshineGirl Wed 24-Oct-12 13:24:52

Devastating news, cup. My heartfelt condolences to you and your family. Rest in peace, beautiful Bea. x

muddledsheep Wed 24-Oct-12 13:27:24

I'm so sorry, no words can suffice. I can only echo a previous poster who said thank God she came to you, no-one else could have loved her so well. Sleep well little one, safe with Jesus xx

dietstartstmoz Wed 24-Oct-12 13:27:44

Cup i am so terribly sorry to hear your sad news. Baby bea has touched so many people through MN, i hope you know how many of us today are in tears for you all, and tears for the beautiful Beatrice. I'm so sorry she was not able to come through this. Much love to you all. Sleep tight little Beatrice. Xxxx

roulade Wed 24-Oct-12 13:30:09

R.I.P Beautiful Bea xx

So so sorry

Devastated is the only word - she had over-come so much XXXXXX sad

HairyPotter Wed 24-Oct-12 13:39:07

I am broken hearted for you all. I have follow your story from the beginning and can only echo previous posters, who said she could not have been born to better parents.

You have wrapped her in love for short life. She will always be a part of you all.

Thank you for sharing her with us all.

Sleep well darling little Bea xx

moajab Wed 24-Oct-12 13:46:05

Oh Cup, I am so sorry to hear this news. I followed Bea's journey from the beginning and am now sitting here in tears. I hope in time you will take comfort from your memories of your time with your beautiful little girl and pride in the way she touched so many hearts accross the world. Thank you for sharing your journey with us - it has been a privilege to know Bea, even only virtually. My heart goes out to all who knew her in real life and of course especially to you, your DH and Bea's big sisters.
RIP Beatrice Primrose xxx

Carrotcakeisace Wed 24-Oct-12 13:49:32

I'm so, so sorry for your loss.

I know nothing I can say can make this pain any better but I would just like to thank you for allowing me to follow your journey, I feel priviledged to have been allowed to share in Bea's life and am, as ever, in awe of the strength, determination and endless love you have shown

Bea the Brave, I will always remember, sleep tight angel, you were so loved and will be forever x

RIP baby Bea xxx

((((((((((((((hugs)))))))))))))) to all the family, thinking of you all xxx

Error404 Wed 24-Oct-12 13:51:12

So sorry for the loss of your darling Bea X

EdwardorEricCantDecide Wed 24-Oct-12 13:53:05

So sorry cup I can't imagine how sad and difficult this time must be for you, DH and your lovely girls.
We're all thinking of you on the October bus.

RIP beautiful Bea xxxxxxx

Climbingpenguin Wed 24-Oct-12 13:53:51

cup I am so sorry for your loss.

I have often thought of you but never knew what to say. I just want to send you as much strength as you need to help you carry on.

OrangeChicken Wed 24-Oct-12 13:54:48

To God we all belong and to God we all return. I am so so so sorry that God has called Beatrice to Him now but she is safe and happy in His love and care. Bea was an amazing person, she has achieved more in her short life than most of us will do in decades. I am sitting here with tears streaming, missing a baby I have never met... I feel so privileged you let us into her life...You have tough days ahead - be gentle with yourself. The biggest of hugs and love to you and to Bea's daddy and fabulous big sisters. May God give you all the strength in the world in the aftermath of your loss. Beatrice Primrosd is ow the brightest star in the sky. God bless.

countingdown Wed 24-Oct-12 13:55:10

So sorry for your loss. Sleep well, Baby Beatrice Primrose xxxx

Woodlands Wed 24-Oct-12 13:56:21

I'm so so sorry Cup. Thinking of you and sending love and prayers.

zebrafinch Wed 24-Oct-12 13:59:04

I am so sorry to hear about Beatrice. She was such an inspiration as was your devotion Cup. From the day she was born, she was surrounded in love from you , her sisters and your DH.

OrangeChicken Wed 24-Oct-12 13:59:56

I meant of course to say Beatrice Primrose... I shall think of her whenever I see primroses.

Oh Cup and the Teaset, out thoughts and prayers are with you all, may your beautiful daughter rest in loving peace.

Beatrice, you were in inspiration, you were a fighter, you were loved the world over, sleep in peace.


Lamazeroo Wed 24-Oct-12 14:04:28

One year, one month, one week, one day. One special little girl and one remarkable mother.
Bless her precious, precious heart.

Scheherezade Wed 24-Oct-12 14:04:44

Oh cup, I'm so so sorry to read this. I check your thread almost every day since the day she arrived. Thinking of you and all the family.

I am sorry to see this sad news. Am thinking of you and your family.

RIP Bea, an amazing little girl.

SheepAreSuper Wed 24-Oct-12 14:15:57

Shine brightly Beatrice Primrose, a little star in heaven as you were on earth.

I'm so very sorry cup. Love to you and your lovely family and thank you for sharing Bea's journey x

Tears in my eyes and a lump in my throat. And so much love in my heart for Cup and the teaset.

So sorry to hear this news - thinking of you all and saying a little prayer x

FancyPuffin Wed 24-Oct-12 14:20:39

I'm so so sorry cup all of my love and thoughts are with you and your family.

Following what Northern said;

We won't ever forget Bea and we won't forget you. I will hold her in my heart always xxxx

BrigitBigKnickers Wed 24-Oct-12 14:21:19

Oh Cup -just got back from work and was dreading clicking on this thread. sad

I have followed Bea's story right from the beginning and have checked on her progress everytime I logged onto MN for the last year. I am so sad to hear of your loss.

What an amazing child she was- such a fighter- each small achievement made me smile and will never forget her amazing little smile.

Rest in Peace Beatrice Primrose xxx

Enigmosaurus Wed 24-Oct-12 14:23:02

Cup, I'm so very, very sorry for your loss. I've followed your story and your strength and courage has been awe-inspiring.

There are no words really. I hope that you can take some small comfort in the knowledge that your beautiful, brave little girl has spent her whole lifetime surrounded by the love of her family.

I hope the coming days, weeks and months are gentle on you and the teaset.

Sleep tight, Bea, your fight is over beautiful girl x

misdee Wed 24-Oct-12 14:25:35

I'm so sorry. I didn't post much but kept upto date.


foofooyeah Wed 24-Oct-12 14:28:25

So desperately sad. You beautiful and much loved daughter, loved by so many too.

I have been checking morning and night on you all, and am now devastated by this news.

A far too short but very beautiful life.

bialystockandbloom Wed 24-Oct-12 14:31:57

I am so, so sorry for the loss of your amazing and brave little girl xx

ohmeohmy Wed 24-Oct-12 14:36:37

Rest in peace baby Bea. Your daughter could not have been more loved. She chose the right family for her walk here on earth. Peace be with you all.

So sorry to hear this. Haven't posted on here before, but have followed little Beatrice's story since the start and she put up such a fight didn't she.

Thinking of you and your family xx RIP Beatrice Primrose xx

God bless Bea and give strength to you Cup. Thinking of you. Such a shock to us all. Bea was beautiful and incredible xxxxxx

ImPeppaPigOink Wed 24-Oct-12 14:47:07

So sorry to hear this.

I haven't posted before but have followed your story from the start.

Thinking of you, your girls and your DH. xxx

RIP Beatrice Primrose.

pannetone Wed 24-Oct-12 14:47:31

I am so sorry. Rest in peace Beatrice Primrose. You are so right Cup that it is only Beatrice's earthly journey that has ended - her light will continue to burn brightly in your lives - and in the lives of so many of us who have been privileged to follow your journey. I saw a quote from the Bible on a bookmark I found in my drawer the other day and I immediately thought of your family - 'Love never ends.' We are all so much the richer for knowing Beatrice and witnessing the depth of your love and strength.

Much love x

slightlycrumpled Wed 24-Oct-12 14:47:32

There are no words cup. Thinking of all of you. X

I am so sorry, Beatrice Primrose, you brought so much joy to your family may you rest peacefully now. Much love to the cup family xxx

millymae Wed 24-Oct-12 14:56:21

God bless little Bea. Thinking of you lots Cup (and the rest of your family too) - I followed your little girl's journey with ever increasing admiration for your strength and determination to do the very best you could for her, and your love for her and the other members of the tea set shone out of every word you wrote.

MirandaWest Wed 24-Oct-12 14:57:46

Cup I am so sorry sad

Lougle Wed 24-Oct-12 14:59:41

403 days, what a little star. I will be thinking of all of you. May Beatrice shine on and continue to make you proud when you remember her. May you be able to get some rest in the next few hours. Beautiful Beatrice.

zen1 Wed 24-Oct-12 15:00:21

I am so very sorry to read this sad news. Beatrice touched so many lives during her short time on earth. Thank you for sharing her life with us x

Strongecoffeeismydrug Wed 24-Oct-12 15:00:26

Sweet dreams little princess,you have touched the hearts of so many people and will never be forgotten.

JustFabulous Wed 24-Oct-12 15:04:05

Oh Cup sadsad.

I am so so sorry that you have lost your beautiful Bea and your other children have lost their sister. We all know how much you fought for her and I trult believe she was with you as long as she was because of you being her mummy.

I am sure the whole of MN is just devastated for you right now and there will be many many tears around the world for a baby that most of us never met but who we all had a place in our hearts for.

It has been a real honour to share Beatrice's life with you and you have shown me how amazing a mother's love can be.

So so sorry.


So sorry for your loss Cup. This is so sad. Beatrice was surrounded by so much love from you and your family.

RIP Beatrice, you were a wonderful little girl with so much fight in you.

Vagaceratops Wed 24-Oct-12 15:04:47

I am so sorry Cup. Sleep tight little angel xxx

merlincat Wed 24-Oct-12 15:05:12

'What will survive of us is love'. x

mynameis Wed 24-Oct-12 15:05:33

So desperately sad to read this

RIP Beatrice xx

starfishmummy Wed 24-Oct-12 15:06:04

Cup, I have no words.
Sending much love to you and all of your family at this, sad, sad time.

Rest in peace, Beatrice Primrose.

lisad123 Wed 24-Oct-12 15:07:38

I'm so sorry that Bea left you all this morning. She was loved by so many and known by many because of her fighting spirit and wonderful eyes. She was so beautiful and will be holding you all close to my heart x

bigbluebus Wed 24-Oct-12 15:12:35

So sorry to hear such sad news. May Bea rest in peace. My thoughts and prayers will be with you and your family as you come to terms with your loss. It has been an honour to share your journey.

Bramshott Wed 24-Oct-12 15:22:29

Thinking of you, MrCup and the teaset today. So sorry to hear your news.

NightLark Wed 24-Oct-12 15:29:30

(((cup))). So very sorry.

drjohnsonscat Wed 24-Oct-12 15:42:57

I'm so sorry. I can't imagine how you must feel. Wishing peace for Bea and strength for you.

DottyDot Wed 24-Oct-12 15:47:30

Oh Cup I'm so sorry for you and your family. Wishing you all the strength you'll need to get through the minutes, hours, days and weeks ahead xxx

JugglingWithPossibilities Wed 24-Oct-12 15:56:26

I'm so sorry for your loss Cup
One year, one month, one week, and one day.
Cherished and loved every moment by her wonderful family x
Thank you for sharing Bea with us too - you and she together have taught us so much thanks

Flossiechops Wed 24-Oct-12 16:00:16

I remember reading your posts from when Bea was first born and how she has defied all the odds. I am so so sorry to that little Bea has gone. May you rest in peace sweet angel, rest in the eternal peace that so eluded you in this life x

elliejjtiny Wed 24-Oct-12 16:00:47

So sorry cup. Sending (((hugs))), thoughts and prayers to you and the rest of the teaset.

LadyMargolotta Wed 24-Oct-12 16:12:28

So sorry to hear thissad

youarewinning Wed 24-Oct-12 16:19:01

I'm so sorry cup sad

RIP Beatrice Primrose

whimsy Wed 24-Oct-12 16:19:42

I am so very sorry. Rest in peace, Beatrice Primrose xx

flamingtoaster Wed 24-Oct-12 16:20:35

So sorry to hear the sad news. My thoughts and prayers are with you all.

Willabywallaby Wed 24-Oct-12 16:23:52

Thinking of you and all the people Beatrice's love touched x

CestTout Wed 24-Oct-12 16:26:06

So, so sorry to see this. Thinking of you all xx

PrettyVacant1 Wed 24-Oct-12 16:32:28

Sending love and strength to you all.
Rest in Peace beautiful girl.
Thank you for sharing Beatrice and her beautiful smile with us all.

Oh Cup sobbing here for you, for Bea, for your dh and your lovely big girls. I'm so so sorry.

She knew nothing but love in her life, you made that happen for her. Thank god she has you as her mummy xxxxx

Stiffybyng Wed 24-Oct-12 16:40:03

Cup, I am so, so sorry to read that Beatrice has gone. She was a remarkable and gorgeous little girl, who put so much energy into living, smiling her beautiful smile and being loved by her family. I wish I could do or say something to make this less painful. I know that Beatrice knew every second of her life that she was special and beloved, and she radiated that back in the joy she gave to so many people. I'll never forget her and the story of her courage.

Peachy Wed 24-Oct-12 16:40:18

I am sorry, CoT. The candle that burns most bright often burns too fast, and her burned so bright she touched people the world over. How many of us can say that, no matter how many years we have on this earth?

Safe with God now, my prayers for you all X

thunksheadontable Wed 24-Oct-12 16:52:55

Oh God I am so sorry. I read the thread when she came into this world and it is so wrong to be reading this one to say she has left it. My heart goes out to you and to al your family, it is heartbreaking. Just so sad that she isn't with you here anymore x

Tuttutitlookslikerain Wed 24-Oct-12 16:53:40

I am very sorry for your loss Cup.

I have followed your story since Beatrice was born. Thank you so much for sharing her with us. She was so obviously loved by all her family, you are a wonderful mother and she was a wonderful, little girl who taught many of us so much. Lots of love to you, Mr Cup and your big girls.

Sleep peacefully and shine brightly Beatrice Primrose. Xxxxxxx

MrsHende Wed 24-Oct-12 16:55:43

Oh Cup, I'm so sorry for you all.

Much love x

mymatemax Wed 24-Oct-12 16:58:17

Oh Cup, your precious precious baby. You fought such a hard journey together & you filled each other with such love.
You will forever be her mummy, daddy & big sisters.

My condolences & love to you all. xxx

Oh my dear Cup, you have been a wonderful mother to a gorgeous, precious little girl. She was so lucky to have had you as her mum. I am so so sorry for your loss.

Thinking of you all x

TheLaineyWayIsEssex Wed 24-Oct-12 17:01:33

cup I am truly sorry your darling Beatrice is gone.
Thinking of you and your family now, shedding a tear and sending strength x

Hulababy Wed 24-Oct-12 17:02:20

I am so sorry she is gone cupoftea; so sorry she couldn't stay with you. You are all in my thoughts.

mumtotwonannatoone Wed 24-Oct-12 17:12:49

I am so sorry to read of the loss of your beautiful baby girl love to your family x

hotmamalovespavlova Wed 24-Oct-12 17:14:17

I am so sorry for your loss, I have followed your journey and have always admired your strength and beautiful Beatrice's determination.
Thinking of you all.

bigsnugglebunny Wed 24-Oct-12 17:15:47

I am so, so sorry for your loss. Sending all my love and thoughts. Sleep tight darling Beatrice Primrose. xxxx

PumpkInDublic Wed 24-Oct-12 17:20:05

I'm so sorry.

You and your wonderful family filled her life with love. Thinking of you all.

amberlight Wed 24-Oct-12 17:21:14

Large unmumsnetty hugs, and huge sad ...

thereonthestair Wed 24-Oct-12 17:21:46

I am so sorry for your loss. I too have followed your story since Beatrice was born. May she rest in peace and you and the family take sollace in the strength and love she showed so many people.

Thinking of you all.

mummylin Wed 24-Oct-12 17:33:14

Such sad news to read.My deepest sympathies to you and your whole family.What very special parents baby Bea had.The love will live forever.

besmirchedandbewildered Wed 24-Oct-12 17:37:57

So so sorry for your loss, sending love and strength to the whole teaset. We're still here for you and will be as long as you need us.

ScreamingManAndGoryOn Wed 24-Oct-12 17:38:42

Cupoftea, I am so, so sorry to hear of your loss. She was a very special girl who lived a life full of love.

My condolences to you and all of your family.

kennythekangaroo Wed 24-Oct-12 17:39:40

So terribly sorry to hear this news.

SoupDragon Wed 24-Oct-12 17:40:28

I am so sorry to hear this. I've followed Beatrice's journey from the start.


LadyMaryCreepyCrawley Wed 24-Oct-12 17:40:54

I'm so very sorry. I've read about your beautiful Bea, she will always be cherished. sad

DorsetKnob Wed 24-Oct-12 17:41:34

God speed to Bea who brought so much light into your lives and love into your hearts.


FriggFRIGG Wed 24-Oct-12 17:49:10

I don't have the words.

Sending love to you all.

I'm so,so sorry.

So sorry for your loss. xxx

BerryLellow Wed 24-Oct-12 18:02:43

So very sorry to hear this, rip Beatrice x

hazeyjane Wed 24-Oct-12 18:03:05

so so sorry for your loss. goodbye beautiful, beautiful bea. lots of love to you and your family, cup. xx

So sorry, love to allx

twojumpingbeans Wed 24-Oct-12 18:05:15

So so sorry for the loss of Beautiful Bea. Heartbreaking. Sending you love and peace. Xxx

CotherMuckingFunt Wed 24-Oct-12 18:07:21

I am so so sorry. So sorry.

SecretNutellaFix Wed 24-Oct-12 18:09:57

Cup- there are no words that can ever be adequate.

Love to you and the family, peace to Beatrice. x

Lilithmoon Wed 24-Oct-12 18:10:20

I am so incredibly sorry. I just don't know what to say.

Trazzletoes Wed 24-Oct-12 18:11:11

Cup, I'm so sorry to read this morning's news. I don't know what to say. Just that I'm holding your family close in my heart. I know it's not enough. I'm sorry x

pinkorkid Wed 24-Oct-12 18:15:13

So sorry to hear of your loss. Beatrice has touched so many lives in her short life and will continue to do so. I hope her prayers for you and your family bring you comfort now.

Pudgy2011 Wed 24-Oct-12 18:15:34

Just beyond devastating, I have no words.

Sending love and strength to you all at this horrendous time xxx

cupoftea, I have never posted on your threads about Beatrice before - I have not shared your joys or your concerns about your lovely daughter, and for that, I apologise.

But today, I have heard the sad news that Beatrice has died, and I feel compelled to write. For we share a bond, one which I would not wish on any mother. My beautiful red-headed Mia died exactly a year ago today, totally unexpectedly, also at the age of 13 months.

I cannot give you any wise words, or any real solace, but I send you love and light. But I do promise that you will find the most amazing people here on MN, ready to send you support and love as you need it.

There are no words to say how sorry I am for your loss. Thinking of the teaset xxx

shazian Wed 24-Oct-12 18:24:40

cup heartfelt condolences to you, dh and your 2 girls on the sad loss of your gorgeous little princess Bea. Sleep tight little angel sad. My thoughts and prayers with you all, hope one day you will find comfort in the beautiful memories you all have sad xxxxx

Bamaluz Wed 24-Oct-12 18:34:40

I am so very sorry, my heart goes out to you and your family.

Although Bea's life was far too short it was obviously a life filled with love.

Rest in peace little Beatrice Primrose. xx

Milliways Wed 24-Oct-12 18:41:48

I am so sorry to hear this news Cup, My prayers are with your family.

Birnamwood Wed 24-Oct-12 18:48:17

Sleep well darling Beatrice x

Sending you all love, light and strength xxx

GreenShadow Wed 24-Oct-12 18:50:58

RIP Beatrice.

Poor, poor darling girl. I'm glad she was so loved for her short life and will be thinking of you all in my prayers.

out2lunch Wed 24-Oct-12 18:54:27

xxx rest in peace little bea xxx

ChestyNutterStaringInTheWindow Wed 24-Oct-12 18:58:08

Oh cup, I am so sorry for the loss of your beautiful girl Bea sad

Much love to you and the teaset xx

alibobins Wed 24-Oct-12 19:00:02

So so sorry sad I have followed Bea's journey and send all my love to you and the rest of your family sad x x x

Babieseverywhere Wed 24-Oct-12 19:01:42

I am so sorry to hear Bea has passed on sad

Sending prayers and best wishes to Cup and the whole teaset. Bea's life might have been short but she lived her entire life surrounded by love.

lexluther Wed 24-Oct-12 19:03:24

I'm so sorry cup - RIP little Bea x

PollyLogos Wed 24-Oct-12 19:05:14

So,so sorry xx

Fairyjen Wed 24-Oct-12 19:06:16

Cup you are a very very special family. I hope you realise how many of us you touched with your posts.

God bless little bea

lucidlady Wed 24-Oct-12 19:08:08

So sorry. Thinking of you all.

newtonupontheheath Wed 24-Oct-12 19:09:43

Oh cup

So sad to hear about the loss of Bea. A beautiful girl.

Holding you and the rest of your family in our thoughts and lighting a candle to remember Bea xxx

BreastmilkDoesAFabLatte Wed 24-Oct-12 19:14:22

I am so sorry. Really, so sorry..

FrothyOM Wed 24-Oct-12 19:21:32

So sorry to hear of your loss. xxx

BaldricksTurnip Wed 24-Oct-12 19:31:33

How utterly utterly tragic sad So very sorry that she lost her fight. You have all been so brave and looked after her every step of the way. Bea could not have had a more devoted and loving mummy. Take care of yourself and know that you and Bea touched the hearts of so many people. Love and peace xxx

PedallingSquares Wed 24-Oct-12 19:34:55

So very sorry to hear of the loss of your beautiful daughter Bea.

Thinking of you all

RabidCarrot Wed 24-Oct-12 19:35:10

So sorry, no words really just so sorry

NinthWave Wed 24-Oct-12 19:49:15

I'm so sorry for your loss. Thinking of you all tonight x

babyboomersrock Wed 24-Oct-12 19:50:01

I'm so sorry you've lost your precious baby. Thinking of all those who loved little Bea.

marchduck Wed 24-Oct-12 19:58:12

Rest in peace Bea. Thinking of you all xx

Sweet dreams brave Bea.
Love to the teaset x

TheFallenMadonna Wed 24-Oct-12 19:59:23

Let perpetual light shine upon her.

Your beautiful girl - I'm so sorry.

beautifulgirls Wed 24-Oct-12 20:05:44

Thinking of you all. So sorry for your news. X

such sad sad news. Like many others, I have followed, thought, prayed but never posted. I used to smile at the lovely, real, funny and sometimes sad photographs. She was beautiful, she really was. I'm so sorry xx

ZombTEE Wed 24-Oct-12 20:08:50

I'm so so sorry to hear about this Cup.

cansu Wed 24-Oct-12 20:12:19

So very sorry cup. You did everything possible for Beatrice and she was so very loved. Am thinking of you and your family.

treedelivery Wed 24-Oct-12 20:13:20

Oh no.

I wish she didn't have to go so soon.

Rest in Peace Beatrice.

twojumpingbeans Wed 24-Oct-12 20:13:28

Gosh, just had to come back here. There aren't any words are there? I just wanted to say that the way you have written about Bea and her short but filled with love life has made so much difference to me, I have a poorly baby too who is life limited, hopefully she will grow to be strong but I know that she may be taken from us too soon. I can only hope that I can handle myself even with half the dignity, strength and humanity you have shown over the past 13 months. You and Beatrice have given me such strength and we have never even met I am so so sorry for your loss and send you so much love.

Thank you Elizabeth and thank you Beatrice, rest in peace beautiful angel.

chipmonkey Wed 24-Oct-12 20:14:33

cup, I am so very sorry. Your Beatrice was born around the same time as my Sylvie-Rose died. I have been following her story and asking my girl to watch over her.
I hope that they can be friends in spirit xxx

MNP Wed 24-Oct-12 20:20:35

sad very, very to find your news tonight Cup.

Our thoughts go to you and the Teaset.

Bea will rest in our hearts.

fhdl34 Wed 24-Oct-12 20:21:01

I am so, so very sorry to hear that Bea has gone. She touched both mine and DH's life, I've never cried so many tears for a baby I never "knew". I really thought she'd come through this again as she had so many times in her short life.
You made so many lovely memories with her and the rest of the teaset, I so wish you could've made more.
You are a great mum and you did everything you could for your darling girl.
RIP darling, precious Bea, a baby in a million xxx

SecretNutellaFix Wed 24-Oct-12 20:28:15

Valhalla may not be on MN any more, but has asked that her sincere condolences get passed on. x

greengoose Wed 24-Oct-12 20:29:40

I'm so so sorry Tea. There is nothing I can say, but you are in my thoughts, and your little girl will be remembered by so many people. Xxx

VeryHungryKatypillar Wed 24-Oct-12 20:30:15

I am so sorry Cup. You are an amazing Mummy to your three girls. You created some wonderful memories which I am sure you will cherish forever. You are all in my thoughts.

4nomore Wed 24-Oct-12 20:38:12

I'm so sorry you've lost your beautiful Bea. Will be thinking of all of you

SandWitch Wed 24-Oct-12 20:38:58

I am so very, very sorry to hear that your wonderful Beatrice has passed away.
She was surounded by love, for the whole of her short life.
You and your family are in my thoughts and prayers.

5madthings Wed 24-Oct-12 20:39:55

Oh no, cup and family i am so so sorry.

RIP Beatrice Primrose xxxx

Much love to the teaset family xxx

YoullLaughAboutItOneDay Wed 24-Oct-12 20:43:09

I haven't posted on these threads, but I have been following Beatrice's story from the start.

In your writing it has jumped off the page just how much love surrounded Beatrice in her short life. I shall be praying for peace and strength for all of you. x

peggyblackett Wed 24-Oct-12 20:44:11

Dearest cup, I am so, so sad to hear about beautiful Bea. I'm devastated for you. Wishing you and your gorgeous family much love - we all have you in our thoughts. We are parents of a life limited child, so understand a little of the path you have trodden in the past year, and you have never ceased to amaze me with your love, strength and grace. You are an inspirational mama.

I will remember your Bea for the rest of my days.

Sidge Wed 24-Oct-12 20:44:17

Oh Cup. My heart aches for you and your family sad

I'm so very sorry your beautiful Bea has gone. Sending love to you all xxx

MrsShrek3 Wed 24-Oct-12 20:45:11


RandallPinkFloyd Wed 24-Oct-12 20:46:42

I'm so very sorry, I don't have any words

Rest in Peace little Beatrice xx

Another one who has followed from the start and felt unable to contribute much.
I am so sad and sorry. X

catclarks Wed 24-Oct-12 20:51:47

Cup, so sorry to hear about Beatrice. Thinking about you all tonight xx

Helyantha Wed 24-Oct-12 20:52:09

Hello Cup. I have spent much of today & yesterday trying to compose a message that would let you know that it is ok for Bea to tread a path that you cannot follow, and that you would know, as her mother, when that time would be. I am so sorry that you are having to face this time now. Please know that you are in the thoughts and prayers of many. Hold onto the light and the love. Wishing you peace x

duchesse Wed 24-Oct-12 20:52:21

I am so very sorry, Cup.

I have been following little Bea's progress since her birth but haven't commented often. She lived a life full of love and tender care. How much more can any of us ask for?

Ponders Wed 24-Oct-12 20:52:32

me too - have always followed but never posted

I'm so, so sorry you have all lost your cherished little flower, cup



I feel kicked in the stomach at this news - cup, your strength will now need to find a way to keep going without Bea.
Your love for her was evident from before she was born, throughout all her problems and when she was well.
And HOW she confounded everybody's expectations for her - what a little star she was and always will be. May you and your family find peace in the love she was given and gave and in knowning that she made you all (and us all) grow in some many ways.
Thank you for sharing Beatrices's life with us.

As ever, love and strength.
PD xx.

I have quietly followed your threads. You looked after her so well. I am so sorry her time was too short. Rest in peace.

TheTimeTravellersWife Wed 24-Oct-12 21:08:09

I am so very sorry to hear of your loss.

I miss her so much. I'm moving over to here now. Back where it all started.

So, so sorry, cup.

You and your family are in my thoughts and prayers. Rest in peace, Bea. X

minesapackofminstrels Wed 24-Oct-12 21:16:00

Oh Cup I am so very very sorry. My thoughts are with you and your family xxx

Whyriskit Wed 24-Oct-12 21:21:28

Cup, I have followed you and Bea's threads since her birth, without posting, and am so terribly sorry to hear your news.
Your beautiful girl and the Teaset's love and devotion are inspirational. I wish you all strength for the time to come without Bea.

Pippinintherain Wed 24-Oct-12 21:24:42

I'm so sorry for your loss.

Bea was such a beautiful girl, my thoughts are with you al xxxx

SamsGoldilocks Wed 24-Oct-12 21:45:31

So very sorry cup.

Go peacefully and in light little Beatrice.


I'm so, so sorry. I've followed your journey from the beginning - mostly lurking - you are an amazing mum and Bea was so lucky to have you, no one could have done more. Your darling daughter is at peace now - not that brings any comfort I know. Rest in peace, Bea x

Jules146 Wed 24-Oct-12 22:23:07

YOu and your family are in my thoughts and prayers xx

Portofino Wed 24-Oct-12 22:37:17

oh - I met you very briefly at the London meetup - and got distracted.... You had so many hopes and plans as a family, and must now face going on without your darling Bea. There is nothing I can say that can help now, but my thoughts and prayers are with you. She was so beautiful and must have given you so much joy in her short time here. xxxxx

neverputasockinatoaster Wed 24-Oct-12 23:00:52

Oh Cup I am so very sorry.

You and your darling Bea touched my heart.

I will hold her in the light and hold you all in my prayers.

MajorBumsore Wed 24-Oct-12 23:15:29

I've never posted before, but have followed the journey of your beautiful little girl. Deepest sorrow for your loss. X

StrictlyComeDancingDiva Thu 25-Oct-12 00:04:16

Thinking of you at this very sad time x x

LittlePebble Thu 25-Oct-12 00:35:26

Cup I've just come back from being away and checked in to see your news. You won't remember but I was on your antenatal thread so have followed Bea's journey since she was born. I am so sorry that she is no longer here to show us all how to fight. In her short time on this earth both she and you have shown so many people what love can do. I am as ever in awe if your strength and send every bit of love to you and the tea set. I'm so very sorry for your loss, your littlest girl touched hearts of so many around the world please rest assured she will not be forgotten xxxxxxxxxxxxxx

MacAndCheese Thu 25-Oct-12 01:07:01

Cup I am so sorry.

I have no words to say, they seem inadequate.

Thinking of you all.

GalaxyAddict Thu 25-Oct-12 02:09:55

Cup, I have just read about Bea, I am so very sorry. I was luckily enough to meet you and your beautiful family & I feel so honoured that I got to to meet gorgous Bea. There is another angel in the sky tonight - RIP Bea - loads and loads of love Sarah & Izzy xxxxxx

BeeMom Thu 25-Oct-12 03:35:51

I wish I had words of comfort... you are in my heart now and always.

I'm so, so sorry sad
I don't think I've posted on one of your threads before, but I've 'watched' every one and checking on Bea's progess has been a little daily ritual I've had over the last 13 months. It's been a roller coaster of a ride; she's brought so much joy and hope to so many people.
And you've been so amazing throughout, so persistent and so dignified about all the ups and downs.
As a mum to three girls, your family has been in my thoughts often and i wish you the love and strength you are going to need to face life without Bea.

blackeyedsusan Thu 25-Oct-12 07:49:45

so sorry to hear the news. sad

may God take care of you too.. (((hugs))) and prayers.

captainmummy Thu 25-Oct-12 08:38:36

So sorry Cup. Terrible news. sad

You were so blessed to have had her, and she was so blessed to have you.

Now that her life has been complete, I hope you are able to take strength from the good memories you worked hard to make together.

Thinking of you.

DutchOma Thu 25-Oct-12 11:32:24

Cup's other thread is here

AMumGoingMad Thu 25-Oct-12 16:47:03

I am so sorry to read this devastating news. RIP Beatrice. Love and prayers to Cup and the teaset.

Rowgtfc72 Thu 25-Oct-12 17:01:42

Oh cup. Ive followed your story from the beginning. Im so sorry. Love and thoughts to you and your family. RIP Beatrice x

alison222 Fri 26-Oct-12 14:13:06

I have been lurking reading your story from the beginning, and rarely posted.
I just wanted to say how sorry I am, and how clear it was how much Beatrice was loved and will be sorely missed.
I will say a prayer for you all. x

EllenJaneisstillnotmyname Fri 26-Oct-12 14:23:25

Cup has moved her thread here.

Sleepstarved Fri 26-Oct-12 15:35:46

Have lurked and now cried.
Sorry I can't offer anything other than condolences

happypotamus Fri 26-Oct-12 20:11:48

I'm so sorry. I have followed Bea's story here since the beginning and often thought of and prayed for her and you and all your family. Then I saw the thread on Chat for a blanket. Now I pray to God as he welcomes her into his kingdom, may she rest in peace. You and Bea and all your family so impressed me with your strength in the face of a great challenge and fight for her, and I pray that God gives you the strength you now need at this time. I know nothing I can write here will ever make any difference to you but I hope you find some hope at this most difficult time.

crazygal Fri 26-Oct-12 20:50:55

I've never posted,but gave always read your posts. Out thoughts and prayers are with you and your family. God bless you. Xx

WilsonFrickett Mon 29-Oct-12 22:51:43

Oh Cup, I am so sorry to hear this news. Thank you for letting us share in Bea's life. Sleep tight wee one xxx

TINKERBELLE33 Tue 30-Oct-12 23:36:44

Oh cup! Words will never be enough to ease your pain. Athough I never met the beautiful Bea I feel so privileged to have been a part of her life journey albeit from afar. You are a wonderful person and an even better mummy. My thoughts and prayers are with you and your family. Xxx

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