It's obviously the Easter holidays so there's no break but I just can't cope anymore. The kids are 7,6 and 3. Six year old has autism, adhd and spd and the toddler years nearly broke me it was beyond hard. Now youngest is showing signs of asd. She's recently been diagnosed with having coeliac so hasn't been well but she's such hard work. No speech, constantly jumping on things all over me, doesn't play, screams constantly and has now taken to hitting me. 7 year old winds up the six year old. I feel with the youngest I'm reliving the nightmare of my middle child's toddler years. She's so hard to be around. She's constantly miserable. I see and read people talking about their delightful toddlers and I can't relate. And I hate myself for it but I resent having had her. I know it's not her fault and it's obviously hard for her but I'm so tired. So tired of feeling like all I'm doing is looking after a giant baby. My dh has a busy job and although says he gets it really doesn't. Our sex life has dried up, he wants constant physical attention but I'm exhausted. Emotionally, mentally and physically. I love them all immensely but I'm beginning to feel like I hate my life.
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