I've been around the special needs board a long time now and got so much brilliant advice. I am a regular enough poster but have decided to name change for this and it is very sensitive and I really really don't want to offend any of the lovely mums here. I can't talk to anyone in real life about this as no one understands at all.
My background is I have 2 children with autism, learning difficulties etc. Both are severely affected, go to special school etc. We definitely think it is genetic in our case, through my DH's side. He has an older DB, uncle, 3 cousins and 2 nephews all diagnosed with autism and. He can also see other older relatives who would probably be diagnosed today. My boys are amazing and I love them so much that I feel almost disloyal/guilty to be thinking the way I am. But we really want another child so much and don't know what we should do. I really don't think I could go through it all again as I found it very, very difficult to cope when my 2nd child was diagnosed. I know I don't need to tell you all how difficult our lives have been that past 8 years.
Anyway, if you are still with me, this is where it gets sensitive. My DH wants us to have IVF or IUI with a sperm donor to conceive another child. (aware we would have to seek this through private clinic etc.). He will not even consider taking the risk of another child as he says what if our next child was even more severely affected. At least this way we would be giving the child our best chance at avoiding our genetics. Is this a crazy idea? Would a private clinic even treat us since we don't actually have any fertility problems?
Please don't judge us or think we are awful people. We both adore our 2 boys but we always wanted a big family and just so much want a chance to experience bringing up a typical child and all that involves. I feel we have missed out on so much and would find it so hard to accept not having any more children, with everyone else thinks we should do. Please can anyone advise or anyone ever consider something similar??
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want1morechild · 27/02/2013 10:11
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