Well he's a shit.
His cousin has been lovely, we have chatted lots, he has sent me photos of my dad, filled in all sorts of blanks about my dads side of the family, what's more he has been happy to do this in the face of a stony silence from my dad towards me.
Nothing. I e-mailed him, twice, first about a month ago, the second two weeks after.
I am pretending not to notice that he is totally blanking me, and sending photos and cheery chatty e-mails, no 'heavy stuff.' Like 'why did you fuck off you fucker?' I have been most restrained.
Father's Day has been, for me, torture. I realise I can't make him interested in me (his only daughter) or his granddaughter (his only grandchild). In fact we are the only blood descendants in the family! Really quite odd.
But I am angry. And then sad - I want to 'finish it' and in some way tell him 'forget it,' while retaining my dignity. Ha!
I have thought about sending him a last e-mail, but I am so emotionally fucked up right now I don't know where to start. Of course I am bearing in mind that he is an old fart man and possibly not in the best of health. Though to be honest if I finished him off by accident there would be something darkly compelling about that... But best avoided obvioiusly.
WTF do I do?
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Anyone remember my long lost, now found canadian father?
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Nemofish · 20/06/2010 22:19
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