My DH and I have been through the mill, financially, family relationships and a few children in a few years.
He's just been away on business for a couple of weeks and the night before he went he got in at 2am, really pissed and hammering on the door. Our youngest child is 18months. He also called me from the cashpoint(because he was so pissed he put the worng number in 3 times and had no money) the money he wanted was part of the £70 I had, that my Mum had given me, to cover food and petrol for 2 weeks...cupboards were bare. So he screamed at me that I was a fucking useless fat (size 10) bitch, repeatedly.
Well the drinking and verbal abuse is nothing new, and I can be just as bad as him although I don't drink.
I am worried that I am too angry a lot, with him and the children. But then they are very testing! However they don't deserve grumpy Mummy going crazy about little things, or at all. I am a sahm and do feel trapped by my own mantra of staying home is best for the dcs, and due to no money and demanding baby I have no hobbies or interests.
Anyway DH has arrived home and I haven't missed him and besides the help with our dcs I am not pleased to see him. He keeps trying to kiss me, which I do with pursed lips, but I don't want to be affectionate at all. When i refuse he acts injured and rolls his eyes.
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DoesItImprove · 05/05/2010 10:25
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