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[ArmCabbage]

Well i think it would be great if he could go on something to help him bring him back to normality. But I can't see it happening soon, especially if I walk, I am the only person aware of the seriousness of it all. As for exercising his rights to self combust, I think I am to a certain extent. I am somewhere in the middle. He is now on his own. I am not in his face, I am not roaming the streets looking for him. I have told him I am going.
It's not as simple as that for me either. I can't can't emotionally turn off, I am going to be worried sick and thinking of him. I would rather for my own self, keep an eye on him. I adore him, these feelings don't stop because someone is loosing it. It breaks my heart to see him like this. I am not for one minute saying I can help or cure him, or help him in any way if he doesn't want it. I simply cannot just switch off from him though.

The A and E option is out of my hands really, I don't know where he is, and it would just be a matter of wating until he did something.

I think when he comes back I will have to play the situation by ear and if i can, persuade him to let me take him, or call someone in, if they will come.

I have been told not to do that as it will destroy all trust and make him worse. It has to be his decision. So confusing.

Thanks for all the advice, it has been good for me to get it off my chest, it has been a lot to witness.

Sorry if it's garbled and contradictory, head is firmly placed up arse, it is incredibly frustrating to be so impotent.