Why is it, that whenever I think of the future I don't picture DH in the scene?
Well I suppose it's obvious isnt it?
Has anyone ever done this though? play along with happy families when you know full well you don't intend to be there for much longer?
When everything is ok, I don't think about it and my subconsience goes back to thinking everything is fine. But whenever I catch myself looking to the future, DH is never there with me. No matter how well we've been getting on or how good the day has been.
I always imagine myself happy as a single parent. Free. Sometimes, I even imagine myself with a "boyfriend" ... a weekend/evening boyfriend ...
I know how immature all this sounds. I'm just wondering if anyone else has ever been through this and what happened in the end?
I was going to namechange for this but I can't be bothered. If I get flamed, I get flamed
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Enchilada81 · 04/03/2010 11:17
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