Now I know I'm not the only one as I've read a few threads recently about this subject, and I wondered if anyone who's also going through this would like to have a support thread so we can talk about it.
Here goes - I'm 35 and dh is 44. We've been together 14 years and have two sons. In the early years our sex life was brilliant; he couldn't get enough of me and we were quite adventurous. Now I know that sort of thing isn't sustainable and I could accept that, but now we don't have sex at all.
When we were ttc ds2 (17 months) he did make the effort, but it was purely a baby-making thing, not erotic at all, and now we have him dh has completely lost interest. He just doesn't want me. We tried once earlier this year but he couldn't keep it up, and seemed relieved when we gave up.
I have tried to talk to him about it so may times, and he's always full of the same excuses - he's so busy at work, always tired, of course he still loves me etc etc. He is quite overweight and is on meds for high blood pressure, which I'm sure affect his libido, but he won't make the effort to do some exercise and get fit (he gets home from work, eats his dinner in about 3 minutes, and then gets out the sodding laptop and starts working again.)
I really don't know what to do. I can't see myself living the rest of my life like this, and at the same time I can't imagine breaking up my family for such a selfish reason. But my God, I want to be fucked so badly, sometimes it's all I can think about. I asked him if he'd mind if I went out and had a one night stand - he said he would. How crazy is that? He doesn't want me but he doesn't want anyone else to have me. I don't want an affair, but just the knowledge that someone wants me, and the purely physical sensations...shit, I've almost forgotten what it's like.
Well, I seem to have gone on a bit and I don't even know if anyone's going to read it...never mind, I guess it helps to get it all out sometimes. If anyone does want to chat about this though, that would be really cool. Sometimes I feel like I'm alone in this, even though I know I'm not the only one.
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No sex, no choice - living with enforced celibacy - anyone else?
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