Ex and I been apart for a while now. He was monumentally unfaithful to me, emotionally and occasionally physically abusive, led us to total financial ruin and is an alcoholic and thats not even the half of it. Posted about him a fair few times before and got loads of great advice.
I have panic attacks (unsurprisingly!) and today he was nagging me about something utterly irrelevant during one of my panic attacks, stuff that had been left here and I didn't know where it was.
I told him I was feeling pretty exhausted from panic attacks and could he leave me alone, bearing in mind I had told him where to find item he required but didn't go and find it for him. He went off into a huge rant about how he had always been sympathetic to my panic attacks but I was selfish because he is an alcoholic and that is why he has behaved the way he has, yet NO allowances have been made for him and his problem. He now tells me he cannot afford his accommodation and is going to be living in a tent on a campsite.
It just never ends, we are split up but now I feel like utter crap because he is going to be living in a bloody tent.
Once again I feel beyond crap and so guilty about breaking up with him. He says he is different now and I am ruining everyones lives by making him live apart from us. I am an emotional shipwreck. AAAAARGGGGGGHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!.........
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