my mother died when i was 9 and my father really didnt cope well in the years after - he left my older sister and i to be brought up by my very elderly grandmother and my mum's sister while he got drunk and stayed out at random women's houses.
he got married again when i was 17 to a woman with grown up children and grandchildren (although she's about the same age as him) and over the next 5 years he just grew further and further away from us. He lived about 30 mins away but just had no interest in us but spent time and money on his new wife's family.
My sister and i gave up trying to keep the relationship going and lost touch with him until i had my dd in 2001 and i got back in touch with him. We had a letter contact for a while (i'd moved 3 hours away) then i met him expecting apaologies and tears from all of us - got none of this - he just made polite chitchat then went home!!!
we still kept in contact by letter but some of them were verging on nasty when i tried to get answers for why he'd neglected us after my mother died and when he got married - his reply was that i should have been more attentive to how upset he was feeling and that would have made things better (i was 9!!)
so fast forward to the last 6 months - we moved overseas so i went to visit him and his wife for the first time in 7 years - he still made polite chitchat but appeared pleased that i'd made the effort.
I phoned him on his mobile on xmas day - no reply and he didnt phone back.
i sent him an email after we moved - no reply.
I sent him a birthday card - no email or text to say he'd got it (he's quite good with the computer and his mobile!)
so i phoned today - he says yeah i got your card and email - no shame that he hadnt replied in 2 months!
just feel like i'm making all the effort and he just isnt interested - think i'm trying to force him to have a relationship with me but its really hard to accept that i'm being rejected again by my father. been in tears so many times about him and wonder whether this is the time to just stop the effort?
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think i'm going to give up trying to make my father have a relationship with me (long -sorry)
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canella · 24/06/2009 20:59
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