After my h affairs I have posted twice, last time was about him saying he was going to kill himself if we seperated. He spent time away and now we are ok. But I have the most overwhelming feeling that I wish he had left me when I discovered the affair.
I am a strong person and I need to move on one way or another but I cant, I am miserable most of the time, I dont have a day when I dont think about it, It has got a little easier as I dont cry every day, but now things are returning to normal, its like "how dare you ruin our lives and then everything goes back to normal". I love him but really I would rather be on my own, I feel as though I have no pride or confidence in myself. I have read so many threads and it seems the women who throw their husbands out are so much stronger cos they have self respect. Why do I think so little of myself to put up with 3 affairs. I feel so low all the time. He is being very supportive because he wants us to make it work, but I feel humiliated.
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debs05 · 25/04/2009 10:00
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