I have not not taken on board what you have all said about what I need to do and I will do that but I need to be indulged right now.
I want someone to say my dp will be back. I'm kind of hungry for that promise, iyswim. Doesn't mean I'm well aware that nobody can promise that and that him coming back is not what I should be wanting. I am TOTALLY aware of that.
However, in the past he has always come back. Just for the sake of making me feel better today so I'm a bit stronger tomorrow can you help me answer that question? That is; "is he just angry and when he calms down he will come back?"
This is utterly pathetic but the fear of him never returning is in danger of making me give up everything. When we've talked over the last 48 hours, if he seems like he is unsure then it enables me to be bright enough to eat or wash up. It really helps me not feel so scared that I've lost all my happiness. Obviously totally unhealhty methodology I'm using.
I asked if that's it for ever and he said "i don't want us to live together" so then I said "i'm not asking that, I'm asking if that's it for ever" and he said "I think so"
I just don't get why he left it was all going really well and he just got cold feet, except he isn't even saying that, he is saying he was sick of the confrontation - thwere was none! What idiot who claims to be sick of the confrontation is trying to book a holiday for us and being all cuddly and lovely 2 days before? What the hell is he on?
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Dreadfully unable to cope and be normal about what's happened and I'm ashamed of that but nevertheless I'm prepared to make a twonk of myself here again just for some support, please
hobbgoblin · 06/02/2009 16:42
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