I?m not sure how to keep this shortish but will try. I can?t decide what to do about my mum (yes, sorry, yet another thread about bloody mums). I?ve not spoken to her since my birthday in December which she ruined for me by poking her nose in where it wasn?t needed and ended up making a difficult situation worse. Anyway, since then she?ll text me when she?s drunk saying she wants to make up ? I don?t, I?ve had enough of her and never want to see her again. My eldest DS1 is 15 and goes round for Sunday dinner with her every week. My DS2 is 8 and she?s never had the same kind of relationship with him as with my eldest, probably because he speaks his mind and isn?t a nodding dog which my eldest has a tendency to be (in a nice way) whereas she?s already started putting my youngest son down all the time with stupid comments. My DD who is 9 months she?s only seen 4/5 times and she?s not interested in her either because she doesn?t like my DH (DSS have different dad).
Its hard to justify how I feel towards her on paper because there are so many incidents through the years but basically both her and my dad are alcoholics though she won?t admit to being one. Dad has been an alcoholic since I was born (hopefully I?m not the cause) and my mum for the past 20 years or so. Family trips when they did take place when I was small consisted of going from A to B via pubs with my dad drinking and driving and my mum letting him. Once we?d got to B my dad would sit in the pub, the rest of us would go to the beach or whatever and go and collect him when we?d finished then he?d drive us home again. We had 1 car accident while he?d been drinking, and too numerous to mention near misses. At night I?d lay in bed listening to my parents screaming at each other, my dad throwing furniture around, then putting the record playing on full-blast singing along to god knows what, then that would fall quiet again, more shouting and door slamming until my dad fell asleep wherever he happened to be.
I could never have friends round to play because ?we don?t know what state your dad will be in when he gets home?. Parents evenings were never ever attended. No attention was given to me while I was growing up, it was all about them. When I had boyfriends which wasn?t very often given how painfully shy with low self esteem I had, if they didn?t flirt back with my mum she didn?t like them. Oh yes, and she?d try and make me look stupid in front of them.
I could go on up to the incident in December but I?ll take up the bandwidth of mumsnet to do so Basically I don?t want anything to do with her anymore but don?t want a confrontation with her, I don?t do arguments very well and she will argue and its not worth the hassle, she?ll never see she was in the wrong and that she?s been nothing but a crap mum to me but I feel bad that my DS2 won?t have any grandparents at all though he?s not fussed about her either. Can someone give me some advice on what to do?
Thank you if you?ve managed to finish reading until here.
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Should I have no further contact with my mum???? (long)
Mikafan · 08/02/2008 14:13
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