I have got myself in a complete tangle again and can't seem to work out what I want/ don't want.
To cut a long story short I have a part time partner who I finished with just before christmas. I did this after much heartache as I just could not see a way forward for various reasons. I felt this was the right decision at the time but did miss him dreadfully, alot more than I expected to. He kept bombarding me with texts and calls saying he loved me and we could make this work. I guess things got to me and I contacted him and asked if we could try again. He was ecstatic and agreed immediately. For the first couple of weeks that has been fine. We are back to were we were and I have been enjoying his company. But already I can feel the old irritation creeping in. Its nothing major just sily things but its getting to me already. He is forever saying he loves me but I don't feel I can say it back although part of me does love him very much, he is a lovely guy.
I don't know what to do. I have alot going on at work at the minute and with my xh and dd. Life is full of stress and I don't know if that is making more sensitive.
I guess my concern is that already I feel irritated, but how do I deal with this. To end it again after I asked for another try just seems incredibly cruel and I did miss him so much. What a mess. Any thoughts?
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barmybird · 21/01/2008 20:21
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