Hi,
My DH and I have been together for about 10 years, we were mates before we got together. He is a real Jekyll and Hyde character. Most of the time he is an amazing friend and husband: Fun, caring, supportive etc, but every now and then he turns into a real nasty piece of work and can be quite emotionally abusive.
And it is always kicked off by things that are so small, most couples wouldn't even bother arguing abut them. Usually it is something I have done, he is very critical of me. What really gets to me is that he never considers my intentions, that does not matter to him. For example, on Friday night DS was up late screaming from teething, and the only thing that was calming him down was me holding him, so I gave in and sat with him watching telly. I had told DH that I had work to do and he should go out with his work friends if he felt like it, he has been really good lately rushing home to put DS to bed and I thought he would like a night off. Anyway, so he came home and Ugly Betty had just come on. DS had been sitting quietly and when the really camp character appeared he took his dummy out his mouth and said "dada". I thought it was funny and said "yes yes that is your gay dad!". DH took huge offence to this but instead of saying he did not think it was funny he said something about "hitting me around" and started shouting at me and saying all sorts. I thought that was an outrageous reaction and said he should not threaten to hit me - especially in front of our son. I tried to explain that I meant no offence I thought it was funny but he seems to think I was saying I thought he was gay!!!!! (uuuuuh, why would I marry someone I thought was gay?) But my explanations were unlistened to and he kept on and on and started really slagging me off: I am fat, ugly, stupid etc etc. He said I am lucky to have him and nobody would touch me with a barge pole if I was single.Then started saying he wished he hadn't bothered coming home, doesn't want to be with me anymore etc. Next day I tried to talk to him and apologised for offending him but he just kept at me and has now told me he wants to leave me, that he feels I am holding him back. He also said I should F off back to where my family lives, he will even buy me the air ticket!
Now this is not the first time this has happened, it happens quite regularly
Luckily I have a fairly high sense of self worth and although I have days when I feel brow beaten I am generally OK.
He has made such a huge issue about my weight: my goal is to lose 15kgs and I have now lost 5 so I am not doing too badly.
Bottom line is he thinks he is too good for me.
So, what to do? He is not going to change, he has a terrible temper and it quite often lands him in trouble. Do I accept that and move on, or do I try and fix it yet again because 98% of the time he is so lovely?
After these fights he tells me he doesn't mean what he says and he says things out of anger, but I think he must mean them? But I don't understand how you can tell someone you love them one week, and then make them feel so worthless the next? I don't want my son growing up thinking that this is normal behaviour, but he is SUCH a great father the rest of the time I would hate them to not be together every day. DH's parent, by the way, are both alive but not in his life - they are both incredibly selfish and not good parents so I do understand that a lot of this is learnt behaviour and I do feel sorry for him in that respect.
Sorry for the long post, it is just good to put it into words.....
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Need advice - what to do / how to deal with Jekyll and Hyde - long post sorry!
aaaargh · 25/11/2007 10:37
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