I have this issue that has caused so many problems in my life, I just don't know what to do and need some advice please. I'm getting desperate and feel sick with worry daily.
I cannot take any kind of pressure, especially at work. I hate and fear being judged by managers it makes me feel sick and anxious. I have very dark thoughts about being imprisoned and trapped at work,although I would like to point out that I am not lazy at all.
This is so overwhelming that I have avoided working as much as possible because of these feelings and I have relied on others to support me. I have even stayed in relationships that should have ended over my fears of managers, nasty colleague and workload pressures. Because I have had such awful experiences in the workplace i deemed it the the lesser of the two evils.
I tried to become self employed and even that pressure had serious negative consequences on my mental well-being.
Obviously this problem affects everyone around me, but especially my partner.
I really don't know what to do this has been a problem since I left University and started working. My work record is horrendous.
Please could somebody give me some advice on what I can do, as I don't often hear about people having this issue. Does anyone else feel like this?
Thanks for listening.
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I just cannot take the pressure
Freedomfreedom123 · 21/01/2017 10:48
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