Has divorced changed you ?

[Pisssssedofff]

I keep thinking about this a lot.
I'm not the mother I was at all which makes me really sad, I've been throughly depressed at times, putting myself first which might sound like a good thing but wouldn't have happened and the kids would have benefitted from that had I stayed married.
Currently contemplating selling the family home, long story but it's not in an area we will ever return to.
My first thoughts, go on holiday. Would never ever have thought that way even 5 years ago. I just feel like security doesn't exist it can all be gone in a heart beat.
Anyone else feel the same ?

[BitchQueen90]

Divorce has changed me. It has made me cynical about relationships in general. However, it has also made me feel more independent, more self sufficient, etc. Swings and roundabouts.