I don't know where to start. I'm terrified of writing this down really.
DH and I have become increasingly distant, we barely touch. DH doesnt really try anymore and it feels like we're housemates.
I had a miscarriage a month ago and feel like I'm coping OK but this awkwardness is horrible. I suppose it's been around since before then but I can't put my finger on when it got worse. I have depression and I'm not a good talker, in fact I find it very hard. I want to bring up the problem but I just can't. I keep thinking that I don't love him anymore but I'm confused and unsure if that's the truth. I expect I'm being very cold towards him and I am quite snappy. No wonder the poor man has, I suppose given up on me.
I feel like my heart races whenever I think about it as it never ends well in my head I.e separation and I just feel so sick. Regretfully not about lost love but fear for my future and poor DD who adores her Daddy.
That last bit was so hard to write
I don't know what to do, I never expected this, we were a great couple who were comfortable and happy but its all changed. I almost will him to have an affair so I don't have to say anything. I'm depressed,so is this that talking? I just don't know. Sorry for rambling, I'm scared and horrified with myself. Help.
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Feeling very distant from DH - it's almost awkward
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ElsaMars · 28/09/2016 20:17
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