Well, my oh and I have been together since we were in our teens. I don't really know where to start... It never has been a great relationship. We have 2 beautiful children and I have no regrets there at all. He is very controlling has to come with me anywhere I go, share a phone, constantly around me 24/7, doesn't want to work has psychosis and has treated me like dirt since he got unwell, doesn't help around the house much, could go on forever but I won't. Thing is Im too scared to leave, it wont end there. I just don't have the strength to do it I have been suffering depression and severe anxiety since my daughter was born last august mostly due to the way he has treated me mostly words but they still hurt and he has just completely ruined me. I used to be so confident now its just on the floor I don't see any friends anymore and just feel so alone and scared. The only thing keeping me going is my 2 beautiful babies. I feel so alone and as if this is it the way its always going to be because I have no strength to leave and know it will never end even if I did leave. Please no nasty comments, I appreciate any help and advice, thanks :)
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