I'm never going to be 'in love'. Split up with ExH 6 years ago and had a few relationships that didn't go anywhere.
Now 6 months into a 'relationship' with someone who cares, makes me laugh and it's so nice and easy but he doesn't love me and never will. The love of his life was his ExW. I don't love him either but I enjoy his company, sex is amazing and he would never hurt me.
I want to be part of a couple, a team, so much. Facebook this evening is full of my friends, all declaring how in love they are.
And I just know I will never experience that. So tempted to try to get back with the ExH just to know I'm not going to be alone forever. We get on really well, but there's no love there, just friendship.
I constantly look at women's hands to see if they are wearing a ring and the envy I feel is almost palpable.
Plus my DS and DD have all but left home now.I am so lonely, it hurts.
I don't expect any answers, just wanted to type it down somewhere.
Thanks for reading x
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Just know love is not for me
Dollypoppy · 13/08/2016 20:36
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