I suffer from depression, have done for as long as I can remember. I don't know if that affects how I cope.
My marriage brings me no joy at all. When I get home from work (only pt hours) I do the laundry, clean the kitchen, clean the bathrooms, Hoover, mop the floors. By 5pm when H gets home I'm exhausted. But then I play with DD do more cleaning (H makes so much mess I just can't keep on top of it) and basically just run around picking things up until DD goes to bed. Then I have a shower, sit down for about an hour and go to bed myself. When I wake up at 5:45 the next day I start it all over again.
I've told H that I need help, that I can't cope, that having to trail around sorting out everyone else's mess 25/7 is pushing me to the edge. He doesn't give a shit. He just turns things around to talk about how hard his life is, he doesn't listen at all.
The past 4 years have been so difficult for me, I just want to kill myself. I can't cope at all and it's affecting my parenting, I know I'm no good to DD like this.
How can I make him understand?
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I really don't to leave my husband but I can't carry on like this
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