If so how the fuck did you get there?
I'm keeping it quite vague because it's just such a long story but suffice to say my dad is crap, doesn't want me, has never loved me and incapable of doing so I believe. I only see him at funerals now a days but every now and then I hear about him.
Most weeks I don't even think about him, he doesn't cross my mind. The other day I saw a photo of him on social media pretty unexpectedly, then heard about him from another relative and it's screwed my head up for some stupid reason. My head is still screwed up and I'm hurting all over again. I just want to get to the stage where I never hurt over him again, is that even possible?
This doesn't happen often, but I hate that he still has any power over me to hurt me and I stupidly kind of miss him after seeing that photo :/
I am about to go to work in an hour so won't be able to reply much if at all until the early hours- I didn't want anyone to think I've started a thread and then just ran off!
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Has anyone truly got over the pain of having an absent or shit parent?
Sallystyle · 12/07/2016 16:54
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