Im just asking the question i just feel crap all the time
Been with a guy for this amount of time and he does to a lot for me. Building a patio, decorating etc and he comes over 4-6 nights a week depending if he has his kids but
- I still havent met his kids
- i have only met two of his friends
- Never met his family
- Never been out in his home town
Im 44 and i just feel unsettled all the time. I know what a relationship feels like and although i love him i just feel my self esteem being eroded. I dont know if he is embarrassed by me. He says he isnt. One minute he says he wants to live with me next no mention of it again. I just feel broken hearted all the time and waiting for him to have a road to Damascus moment but its never going to happen is it