I really need advice from anyone who has a mother who is a narcissist.
I will try and cut a long story short but I have had years and years of being emotionally drained due to my mother. In order to cope after a very upsetting incident 2 years ago I took a step back and reduced contact to what I could cope with which was a weekly visit and texts during the week. I put up with moods and silent treatment, guilt trips etc, every visit it awkward and I am only tolerated now in order for her to see my kids.
I have a child with sn and a adopted child. The day I met my adopted son my mum emailed me telling me what a terrible mother I was and all that was wrong with my sn child is my bad parenting. It broke my heart as we have been working so hard to get ds the help he needs and also she shit all over the long awaited day we met our new son.
I let it go but it's always been there the elephant in the room but at that point I took the step back.
She has been ill in the past and is currently well and has been for some time. In her head she is still sick and for a long time was very demanding of me. I was there every step of the way often to the detriment of my kids and dh. My dad is also unwell and I doubt has long to go. This breaks my heart as she is his carer so I have to see her to see him. She has fired all help in way of carers and insists she is the only one to care for him but depends on me and friends. This is itself is hard as I live 45 miles from her. I can't explain how much I have done for her but nothing is ever enough.
So... If you have managed this far well done. This week has been busy but I seen her Friday and Saturday was working mon - wed and also had mental health and hospital visits for my son with sn. I texted her on Thursday asking how they were and never received a reply. I texted again Friday and got a torrent of abuse back about how I don't care and if it was down to me my dad could be sitting their without access to help if she had had a heart attack or stroke. I am a embarrassment to her and offer nothing in the way of help. I am heartless and cruel and was uninvited from looking after my dad the next day as was planned.
I can't even say I'm upset. I'm just stunned that it's come to this and upset at the prospect of being kept from my dad. She never sees anything from anyone else's point of view and I swear I'm not lying when I say I have done so much for her when it was needed.
Where do I go from here?
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Bella912 · 01/05/2016 18:05
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