Right. Been with my ex partner for four years, and we have 2 dd's aged 2.5 and 1. Long story short, it turned out he was a drug addict (amphetamine) was nasty and abusive behaviour (when on them). I asked him 2 years ago to stop the drugs after I realised. Basically, he lied and hid it from me till I found them, flushed them and he attacked me for it. Made ready to leave, ashamed to say after him begging and pleading for another chance with no drugs (he is like a different person off them). I stayed.
For 3months he has been true to his word. (I drug tested him, because if he had I knew hed lie) The first month everything was perfect, no problems. Great partner and dad. Then he started drinking as a substitute (I think) it increased from a couple of beers. To all day everyday. Apart from the evening, he was never drunk, but constantly tipsy. I tried explaining many times how the drinking was damaging the relationship, damaging himself (he went from generally happy, good mood to irritated/grumpy. Until he had a drink), stopped doing his share of housework, looking after our dd's. He said multiple times he needed to stop, but then just started after a few hours the next day and fed me excuses.
Anyway I left 2 weeks ago to stay with my sister. Unfortunately after a week he told me he wanted the family to work had stopped drinking, and I believed him and went back. Things were good for a few days. However after a week, things had ended up the same so I left for good. I was tired/fed up I'd had enough.
He came and saw the kids yesterday and we took them to soft play. He's been begging, crying for us to come home. Saying he understands how bad everything was and wants a chance to put it right, we can move near my sister, that he can't sort himself out us. Says he not drinking again. But then had 2 beers because he knows I'm not coming back. When he left he said he's not going to see the kids, because without having me back its too hard/upsetting and he's not going to be around anyway (as in suicide). This to me is the reason I left, its all about him, his needs. What about the kids, they're not going to see their dad, because it upsets him.
I'm not sure why I'm posting, hoping for abit of support that I'm doing the right thing/similar stories.
I have remained detatched when I've seen him. However, ts so hard seeing him so upset like this, but I can't sort him out for him. I guess I just wish he could get himself together. Without the drinking everything was great :(
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Just split up with Dp of 4 years, complicated. Feel like I'm in need of some wisdom/support (long)
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LiesMyParentsToldMe · 25/04/2016 10:59
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