I want something new

[Tofeelsomethingagain]

I feel terrible but I'm so unhappy, you know the feeling of excitement and new ness you get when being with someone new? I want that again. Been with dh 5 year now, he's porn obsessed. Boring in bed, makes excuses etc, I'm sure he's cheated in the past, he likes to look at other women. I want fun, I want excitement I want to feel wanted again! Is that so wrong? I've never felt this unhappy. I drink to feel happy then I just feel miserable again. He's not a very sexual person as I say he prefers to wank I also think he finds men sexually attractive too. I'm so frustrated and unhappy and I feel shit about myself and the situation. But we have children and a house and jobs and lives family etc am I selfish?

[MarkRuffaloCrumble]

Children house and job will still be there if you LTB. Honestly don't waste another moment of your precious life with this man, he sounds awful.

Plenty of us survive and indeed thrive after leaving crappy relationships. In fact many then go on to meet someone wonderful who makes them happier than they ever imagined they could be!

Please just plan your exit and start your life.

[springydaffs]

round of applause for Mark's post

[Bree85]

if it makes you unhappy, why are you still there? :)