Sunday night we were with friends having a drink. I got quite drunk then went to bed and took a sleeping tablet. Woke up in the morning naked. I know what had happened - its happened before.
Later on H says "had a good shag last night" I say "really? I dont remember" he says "you were well into it but then suddenly said "stop now'" I asked him was that because i regained consciousness - in a bit of a sarcy way - and does it not bother him that I dont remember. He said no, as long as he remembers thats all that matters to him.
I have been feeling VERY depressed and having intrusive thoughts iyswim, since then. Is it linked?
Why cant I leave this fucking marriage?
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AugustMoon · 02/03/2016 04:35
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