DH has mental health problems. Undiagnosed, because he won't engage with the GP on this matter, but undeniable. Previously he got depressed, but lately it's a general hatred of the world and everyone in it: if someone forgets to indicate at a turning we'll get a 10 minute rant about inconsiderate drivers. Someone looking a bit over-suntanned, we get half an hour on the fatuousness of today's obsession with looks. He can go off on one without the slightest provocation.
This evening he said I'm awful to live with. Partly because I'm attached to my phone. I'll admit that I do look at it a lot - usually whilst trying not to engage with another rant. I find them deeply uncomfortable, because he's not looking for a debate: unless I verify his totally unreasonable opinions he just gets even angrier. So I deflect by studying my phone. My fault there, admittedly.
I try to help him but time and again he refuses to seek professional help. He always knows better than doctors or counsellors. He may be right in that the mental health services are shit - but he hasn't even tried! Refuses point blank to try ADs because he tried one sort, 20 years ago, which didn't agree with him.
I will admit that my sympathy is in short supply these days, because he won't help himself.
I went part time just over a year ago because he'd gone back to work following 2 years of being a SAHD. He promptly lost his job. I've supported him one way or another for nearly 6 years. He doesn't work now, I support him to go to college to do a course he really wanted to do. He won't do anything he used to do for fun, either alo e or as a couple. He has completely withdrawn from the world.
And now for the cliche...he really is a very good dad. He hides his problems from DD (although I realise that as she gets older this will be harder to do).
I'm just so tired of living in a miserable, joyless household. I honestly do have sympathy for his problems, but I freely admit I have no concept of them because I've never suffered from such things (thank God). I'm not equipped to help him but he won't seek out someone who is.
WTF do I do?
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Life with my H is miserable and I don't know how to fix it
confusedandemployed · 01/03/2016 18:51
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