Hello.
I'm not normally the type to feel hard done by. But I'm really upset and it's effecting me constantly and I need to get past it. It's a childish story and I'm embarrassed that I'm in it, even more embarrassed that I'm not coping.
A year ago I decided to cut ties with a friend of mine as she hasn't been nice to me or a good friend for a while, it was upsetting as she had been my friend for many years,
But her behaviour had pushed me to far. I wanted to keep it amicable as all our friends are mutual friends.
To cut the story short, fast forward a year and I have lost nearly all my friends. There has been some sort of hate campaign "if your her friend, your not my friend" kinda thing and they all sides with the main group. I few still talk to me, and are nice but they will go out with the others and are very involved with them. My contact is hidden and private so not to draw attention to the fact the still speak to me I guess. The group of girls did some really nasty things to me and I dread to think what they tell people behind me back, I've noticed a lot of random friends have blocked me on FB so I guess stuff is being said that I did or something?!
Anyway, I'm deverstated. I keep waking up crying and I can't seem to get past the fact I was so easy to turn their back on, just like that. No body stuck up for me. No body at any point said "let's be adult about this" I was fully prepared to make things work just take a step back from one person but they all went after me. My life started really getting good and huge things have happened to me and no one has been there to share them with me. I was there for all of their big moments. I am compleatly alone for mine. I didn't do anything I don't think? I keep going back through my mind thinking what did I do wrong? What's wrong with me for this to happen?
im pg and hormonal so I guess it doesn't help the situation. But how do I get past this. How do I get past the unfairness of it all, the loneliness and the fact I am so worthless to so many people that after years of me being their for them, they just turn their backs and say awful things about me to anyone who will listen.
I'm struggling with who I am, maybe they are right. That's my biggest fear, maybe they are all right about me and I fear for my kids that they will turn out like me
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I'm so upset. I think I'm being bullied
Peppaismyhomegirl · 19/02/2016 08:16
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