This may seem trivial to you but I'm struggling.
I split up from my Husband last April and divoiced very quickly, I met someone a few months after the divoice and we get on well, I have 3 children he has 2.
We have been away for weekend together with my 3 and his youngest (aged 12) the last weekend away was very difficult, his child was mardi, spolit and basically ''doing my head in'' but I put up with it
We went abroad a few weeks ago and the child ''cried wolf'' that often, I tried to keep mine happy and myself but unforuntaly I popped and said I was sick of the mardiness and winging (not infront of the children just my partner)
I felt awful after and apologised
I can't stop thinking about it - I feel so bad, such a horrible person, but he never says anything to his child, she is mardi, selfish and lazy. Even my children asked why is she so mardi
It spoilt the holiday, I feel so bad that I popped
Its difficult with the children, we never seem to get any time together and I think it will split us up
I felt like I was so nasty - as I must admit I was building up (like a pressure cooker) and I just popped, silly but now I keep thinking Im just a nasty horrible person
Which is what my ex used to say all the time (ps divoiced due to his controlled, manipulating behaviour towards me and the children)
I hope this makes sense, sorry as I have done a monologue
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SAIRn3 · 18/08/2015 19:44
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