Id appreciate some outside RL views, i moved to a new part of the country this year and dont know anybody.
I'm seriously wondering if I should leave DP.
So I don't drip feed, will be as open as I can. We've been together 5 years. I have 3 teenage DCs from my 1st marriage, NC with their father on his choice, not mine.
On the whole me and DP have had a brilliant relationship. Happiness, fun times, very few arguments, and he's made me happier than anyone else ever has, but this last Year has been so mentally draining I don't know if I can go on with it. We've stopped laughing, stopped having sex, stopped talking like we used to.
I Miscarried 18months ago, and once I'd recovered enough from that, wanted to try again. But it's just gone downhill from there. We barely have sex at all anymore. It has been brought up a few times since (by me) but despite assurances that we could fix it, we haven't. When I've brought it up, what has followed has been what I can only see as 'Pity Sex'. He's doing it because he thinks he should, not because he wants to, iyswim.
Last week I brought it up again, in a calm and non-confrontational way- because the lack of intimacy is really depressing. He said "Well maybe if you went to the Gym, and looked better, I'd want to have sex with you more"
As an aside I'm a size 10-12, and do try to look nice. I'm actually 2 sizes smaller than I was at the beginning of the rship. But when I eat, he says "eating again?" in a joking type of way, or "why not make something to eat instead of snacking?".
He proposed to me a year ago, but recently said he felt 'pressured to do it' because I was so down at that time, and said he has changed his mind, he doesn't see the point in marriage. Who on earth 'Unproposes' to someone?
I asked him if he wants to end the relationship, as we are obviously not happy like we used to be anymore. He said he wants to work at it, and that he does love me. But it doesn't feel like it at all.
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Is this a deal breaker? I'm bloody miserable
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