That's it really :(
We have DS1 (almost 8), DD (2), and now little DS2 (6 weeks).
Things have been really chaotic since DS2 was born and DH is just not doing well. He's not helping me much, he's in a terrible mood whenever he's home (snapping at me, yelling at the kids) and it's driving me mad.
I know it's not a competition but I do feel that I'm the one with more going on. I'm home with them all day, I'm breastfeeding every few hours, I'm trying to keep on top of the house stuff, and he wants to be stressed? Please.
Also he's very scatterbrained, always has been. And very slow, as in it takes him ages to do something simple like get out of the house to take the older two to the playground. There's so much around the house that needs doing and he will choose the least important, least helpful thing and then either do it halfway or finish it at a turtle's pace. I've tried to tell him that we need to be more organized and just faster with things now that we have three; we're outnumbered and unless we want our lives to descend into total chaos, we have to get it together. But then he doesn't.
He really yelled at DD today, a really loud "DON'T!" angrily in her face. She was exhausted and hit him on the arm as he was carrying her to the bath. It really irritated me. Obviously hitting is not okay and I do not allow it but the way he yelled...it sounded out of control. She's still little; she only turned two last month. He did the same to DS1 last night, really hollered at him. DS1 is at a trying age and I get being angry with him (he talks back a lot, is argumentative etc) but I don't like the yelling and being snappy all the time. After he yelled at DS they ate dinner and then DH announced he was going to take a rest, leaving me to take care of them myself and do bath times and bed after being with them all day already. Obviously I can take care of my children myself, but I was exhausted too and some help would have been nice. Though lately he's so snappy that I don't even really want his help; it feels much less tense without him to be honest.
This morning I went out without any of the DC for the first time since DS2 was born. DH only got ten days of paternity leave and DS1 was done with school (til September) at the end of May so I've been dealing with the three of them on my own for most of the time since DS2 was born and I was excited to get out.
I only went downtown to run some errands and stop by for coffee and a chat with a friend. I was only gone for a little over two hours but DH was angry when I got home because it apparently somehow ruined his plans for the day (which he had not told me about) and apparently he hadn't been able to do anything because DD and DS2 were crying, etc. Um yes, I am aware of how hard it can be, it is after all my life day in and day out!
It's just little things. The other day he was stomping around because he had no clean shirts. Yes, usually I do the laundry but I'm fucking busy if you haven't noticed! I assume he knew the night before that he'd need a shirt in the morning!
Right now it's 2 a.m. my time and he's at a party while I desperately try to get DS2 to sleep. I find I don't even care that he's gone. I had more fun with DS1 watching the Princess Bride before I put him to bed than I would with DH and his grumpy attitude.
Sometimes I think we just need a better routine and more sleep and it will all pass, but sometimes I worry that DS2's birth has revealed a side of DH that I don't really like and can't see myself living with forever.
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CheerfulYank · 28/06/2015 08:16
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