So I've been single for 9 years. Had a few disastrous liaisons and for a few years secretly lusted after a much younger man. Background........he used to live in my town but two years ago moved about 80 miles away. We are friends on Facebook and early this year, after a comment made on a mutual friends page, he PMd me and we started messaging. The texts quickly became very flirtatious. Then we swapped mobile numbers. Now I've NEVER expected anything from him but he felt, well, like an itch that I had to scratch!!! Does that make sense? I felt I needed to 'conquer' him!!! The texts became quite sexual and we shared fantasies with each other. I then plucked up the courage to ask him to come and visit me for the night. He said he would. Anyway since then he has been offered a job on the other side of the world, which he quite rightly has accepted. So last night he kept his promise and he came to see me. It was brilliant! I knew what I was getting into but I still am struggling with the fact I may never see him again! I know I probably sound stupid as I did go into this with my eyes open but I didn't think I'd feel this 'sad'? He left this morning and if I knew he was just going home 80 miles away I don't think it would bother me so much but I know that's that! I'm ready to be criticised as I know folk will say what did I expect? I just need some help to get clarification in my head that this was actually a night which I suggested and I wanted and it happened!
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