I'm not sure if this is the right forum, but I spend a lot of time reading this board so thought I'd see if anyone has been the same...?
I have a DD who is 3. I split from
Her dad about 2 years ago. He was emotionally abusive but I feel like I have recovered from the marriage.
I have a boyfriend and feel pretty content in the relationship.
I have great family and lots of friends and an active social life.
I work from home. I run a little business and although sometimes money gets a little tight, I do OK.
My problem is whenever I am on my own...it's like I check out from everything. I don't DO anything but sit and perhaps browse the internet. I go to the shop and buy cigarettes, when technically, I don't smoke anymore. I sit here and think about nothing really and smoke and drink tea. I have a to do list as long as my arm but can't seem to motivate myself to do anything until I am dangerously close to a deadline and then have to work through the night.
I'm annoying myself. If I got
My shit together my business could be so much more. I feel like I am wasting everything by lack of motivation. When I am with DD on a day off, I feel like I'm not making the most of it.
Today, she is in nursery and I had admin I could be doing and also wanted to sort things out for a Carboot sale.
Instead when I got back from dropping her off, I went back to bed and have done precisely nothing. I'm so frustrated with myself. How do I turn this round. It's been going on for nearly a year.
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LazyLazy · 26/05/2015 16:09
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