I have posted before so sorry for going through all this again! I am at the end of my tether and mentally drained with my Husband.
He smokes a lot of cannabis and is now most of the times so moody but he is like a yoyo and very, very up and down as in can go from hardly speaking to normal and chirpy in the space of 5 mins. I never know where I stand.
Example of week so far, moody all Sunday, fine Monday, moody and hardly spoke at all today so far, who knows what tomorrow brings.
We hardly interact with each other any more and don't share a bed, partly because im such a crap sleeper and because he is stoned and drinking is always snoring/jerking. The other part no longer wants to share the bed anymore.
We also have a child and I am extremely concerned she will think this is normal.
Why can I be so scared to end this shit? There is a part of me that feels so sad for what we have become.
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cattygirl1 · 28/04/2015 21:25
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