I am hoping for some good advice - as I am going round in circles with this!
Having had a completely shitty few years men-wise, which I chatted about on here a fair bit at the time, I finally met a very "nice man" a year and a half ago.
He was seemingly everything I thought I wanted - kind, consistent, responsible, (very) ready for commitment etc. Basically, the complete opposite of my flighty, cheating, commitment-phobe ex (also the father of my child).
So we had a fabulous first year. He's interesting, bright, fun, sociable, and we get on really very well. Slowly I introduced him to friends and family, and finally my child, who he is absolultely lovely with. He wants us to move in together, he wants us to get engaged and married - and says he wants to look after us for ever.
I really should be on cloud 9. So what's wrong with me? I am beginning to wonder, if I am just one of those people who is no good at relationships.
Mostly, when we're together, it's great, but I am finding it really hard to be with him all the time.
We both work and have active social lives - and he is always more than happy for me to go out and about and for him to (sometimes) babysit etc, but quite often, I just want to be on my own.
Not neccessarily out and about, just in, on my own. We are not living together yet, but he spends most nights here (his choice). I don't feel I'm ready to move in and be together "full time", but he is very keen to - and thinks that after a year and a half, I should be ready too.
This is starting to be a massive issue and although he hasn't said anything yet, I can tell that this is going to be a deal-breaker for him. My default on this has been that he's being unreasonable, but actually, if the boot was on the other foot, I'd be pissed off too. Neither of us is terribly young, both in our 40s, so I don't know why I'm stalling.
It'd be easy to just say that he's not the right "one" and that if he were, I'd be rushing into moving in / getting married, but I don't think it's that simple. I really do love him and am very happy with him - in an ideal world, I'd just like for him to be away a few nights a week and for the odd weekend! Although, when my ex used to do this (for work) I hated it.
Maybe I am just not meant to be in a relationship...Though I know that if we did split up, I'd be devastated. I don't think I'd ever find someone who loves me as much as he does. Between ex and him, I did spend the best part of three years on my own - and was very happy. But then did try online dating and getting out and about - and met precisely no-one as nice as him.
Sorry for the essay...just don't know what to do. Would really appreciate any advice! Thanks x
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Seemingly very nice man - so what's wrong?!
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