i have written a thread previously regarding my ex leaving me, getting counselling, and dealing with lots of emotions, depression and panic attacks after admitting my relationship with my ex was sexually abusive. (he left me for ow).
However, I am now months on, and struggling to cope. I have got to a point where I am shattered, and trying to see light at the end of the tunnel, and motivate myself is hard.
I am still seeing my counsellor, who is brilliant. I am looking to be strong enough to put something formal in place when it comes to contact and handover arrangements with my dd. I still struggle with these as there is still emotional abuse going on and I can't make the break from my ex.
My big problem is that I just don't know where I belong in life. It's hard to move on when I don't know what I'm aiming for. I know I'm lucky to have dd, house, good job, but I have ays when I struggle to see the point. I'm not close to family and to top it all feel that the only support I have is counselling and I'm scared of being too reliant on it.
I want to be strong, and happy, and find a place where I know what I want from life. I belong no where right now :-( sorry if this is long and doesnt make much sense. X
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pumpkinpie5 · 28/11/2014 21:44
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