This is a new a/c for me but have been on mumsnet for years. I cannot post under my original name as a couple of years ago my H must have somehow found my name changes as I found my threads that he must have read (about him) and had saved into the favourites under a hidden folder.
My H can be a very angry person at times. Last week is a typical eg whereby he literally had his face pushed right up against mine, his head was blood red and he was screaming at me. This was because my car was due to go in for some repairs and my insurance company said they were classing my car as undriveable and would deliver a courtesy car. I took this to mean that I should not drive my car as it was not insured to be on the road. The garage advised the only car available was an automatic or i could wait 4 days for a manual. I need a car for work and so was going to accept the automatic (up until 2.5 yrs ago I drove an auto for 2 yrs anyway). My H was mad about this and said I should wait for the manual and because i genuinely thought I shouldnt drive my car as it was classed as undriveable I was happy to just accept the automatic hence why he ended up screaming in my face. (It turns out I was wrong about the fact that it wouldn't have been covered by the insurance, just that the insurance recommends it isn't driven).
After such events my H thinks it is ok to carry on as if nothing has happened. I find these sort of things very upsetting for various reasons, because I should be able to choose for myself if I am ok with the car for eg and also because I think even if he doesn't think I am making the right choice he shouldn't scream at me as he does. He used to say sorry and then we would have the talk about why it isn't acceptable and move on but some time ago I told him it is no good just saying sorry he needs to stop doing it at all. So now he doesn't apologise and so because of this I do not speak to him as I am fed up of being treated like this.
I think my H finds it very difficult to deal with any sort of stressful situation, and this makes him angry.
So my query is does this mean I am stonewalling him? How would you deal with this type of situation? To an outsider It could look as though I am abusing him - maybe I am?
I would never have wanted to break the family up, but I think it has got to the point where it may need to happen.
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Please give me your perspective on this - anger and stonewalling?
readallthethreads · 24/04/2014 11:21
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