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In lust with another man(44 Posts)
Ok, name changed for this.
I don't know what's wrong with me. I have 2 children to my partner of 5 years. We haven't had the best relationship but for the last couple of years things have been going great. I'll be honest, for the first 3 years my partner treated me like shit, but i stuck around because at the time i was absolutely besotted with him, and all i wanted was for him to love me.
Fast forward to now, my partner would do anything to make me happy. He worships the ground i walk on and we are very happy. I have everything i wanted. We are even talking about marriage.
So why am i totally obsessed with somebody else?? This other guy is ALL i think about. I cant stop fantasizing about him. I want him.
The thing is, i know he wants me too, he's told me he does.
Nothing has ever happened. We don't have each others phone numbers or anything like that. And i would NEVER cheat on my partner. But the temptation is there, getting stronger. But i know i wouldn't because i have too much to lose and i would never want to hurt my partner.
What is wrong with me?
Where are your partner and kids right now ? Perhaps you could focus your attention on them?
I really think you need counselling OP. You have some fantasy image in your head of what this person is like and it's taking over your life!
It's probably a known condition, similar to what stalkers feel, or something. Speak to a professional, let them help you.
Oh god, bumped into him this morning in the shop, said hello to each other then when i got back in my car i was shaking - what the fuck is that about???
If you find yourself daydreaming or thinking about him, then straight away do something to take your mind off him; something mentally distracting like play a game on your phone or read a book/article in a magazine.
Don't let yourself get caught up in the fantasy of him.
I have thought about that before, and id be devastated if my partner was lusting after somebody like this.
Also, i saw other man a few weeks ago with a woman, i didn't feel jealous, which surprised me.
PocketFullOfDreams Now you need to decide whether you're going to shut this fantasy down. This situation is not going away until you deal with it. .
When you are in a committed relationship, you make a conscious decision to walk both feet into the relationship and shut the door behind you. Wondering what's behind it - or the 'grass is always greener' syndrome is normal.
It only matters whats behind it because YOU place value on it. It's you that's placing value on your encounters with that other guy. It's only you that can stop those encounters matter.
Right now the feelings you have towards him aren't healthy because if it carries on, temptation could become too much. What happens if he made a move on you?
Likewise - how would you feel about it if this guy you fancy is sleeping with someone else? Could you cope with seeing another women kiss him, touch him or have a relationship with it? Would you be jealous? If so, your feelings for him have gone too far.
Additionally, how would you feel if your partner felt this way about someone else? Would you feel comfortable with him lusting over someone else? Fantasising about them and not you? Making themselves happy thinking about her not you? Maybe then you will realise that this behaviour can't continue and needs to be stopped.
Focus on yourself and your relationship. Invest in your relationship. Forgive yourself for feeling like this and take affirmative action. Block him out of your life until you're happy with life and when you're ready to see him for the bad man that he is. You and the 'sexy bad man' would never be happy together forever. Let some other poor woman with esteem issues take on that shit relationship. It's more hassle than it's worth!
Thank you plinky totally right of course, urgh he's just soooo sexy. Bur i have no doubt that he is probably like this with other women too.
It's normal. Sometimes we meet someone, and bam, there's a pull. There was a bloke at work who used to do that to me. He was 3 years younger, about 5ft 2, not good looking, and an arrogant little sod, but he sent me weak at the knees in a way DH never has. I reckon it's a chemical lust thing. He obviously smelt good
It'll wear off. Seriously. Just don't throw away all the good things in your life over him. A case of look, don't touch, move on. In a years time you'll look back and realise he's actually just a bloke, and not a very special one at that.
So you're drawn to the bad boy - nothing wrong with that. But you need to recognise that if anything happened between you, the chances are;
1. You will may be in lust for a while
2. You may even be happy for a while
3. But this is likely to be very temporary
4. You don't really know the person - there are lots of negative things you don't know about him
5. Those negative things will start to grate after a while
6. You will allow yourself to get hurt
7. You will break up with him
8. You will look back and realise what an idiot you've been.
Not just that but -
- He knows you're in a relationship yet is doing this anyway
- If he's doing this with you, he's probably doing this with other women
I've been in a relationship my husband for the last ten years. In those years, I've met loads of people that I fancied, even some I lusted over. Those experiences made me realise;
1. I wasn't happy with some aspects of my relationship - I didn't think my husband was attractive, I didn't think he was attracted to me, I didn't think we had that spark anymore, I didn't think we could get it back
2. I spoke to my husband about it - told him I felt unattractive, I felt we lost that spark etc
3. Re affirmed in my mind all the positive things about my current relationship, what initially attracted me to him, things i loved and admired about him, things I am proud of him for ... and every time I had a negative thought about him, I consciously made an effort to think of his good points too
4. When I saw the person I fancied, I would try and listen to the words they say and how they acted not just towards me but other people. I avoided all unnecessary contact with them including -removing them from my newsfeed on FB, making sure I didn't see them unless absolutely necessary, no text or phone contact.
5. The time wasted on dreaming of other people could instead be used to work on my current relationship and my own self image.
6. I valued my relationship with my husband above anything else and would do anything to protect it.
One of my friends left his long girlfriend for his big crush. 3 months in and he is having massive regrets. It's your choice to make the mistake or not. You are in 100% control of your thoughts and feelings. Choose to shut this fantasy down and put that effort into your relationship instead. You'll be healthier and happier for it.
But that's not real? Is it? That's not how you'd want him to be with you, surely? Why would you want to be with a 'wrong 'un'?
I think maybe the element of danger, this guy has a bit of a reputation as a 'bad un' and i think maybe that excites me? I dunno, there's just something about him.
PocketFullOfDreams - I think many people get like that.
It's good that you've recognised that you're doing this.
Maybe it would be worthwhile thinking about why you like him? What characteristics of him you like/ don't like and how that compares with your partner? Or what are you getting from this relationship that your missing from your life in general?
As yes fairenuff those beer goggles ,gotta love them haven't you ?? ;)
I know, and i would never cheat because it would break my partners heart as much as it would break mine if roles where reversed.
Ive always had obsessions with people, then i met my partner and i was besotted and we settled down and in all these years ive never even looked at another man, then this guy comes along, in fact ive known him a few years and always knew he had a bit of a thing for me but i was never interested, totally not my type looks wise.
But then a few months ago, maybe it was around the time me and DP were going through a rough patch, i cant remember, but i suddenly started thinking about this guy. Then i became obsessed and thought about him all the time. Then it just stopped, as quickly as it started and i practically forgot about him.
Then it started again a couple of months ago, no probs in my relationship or anything, i just couldn't stop thinking about him.
I don't know what's wrong with me. I know its normal to fancy other people, but its like I'm besotted with him.
Have a read of a few of the numerous threads on here written by people who have caught their partner cheating. Put yourself in the cheats position. I'm sure it will make for uncomfortable reading. Might help you see more clearly the possible fallout, the misery and heartache and sheer bloody logistical nightmares that ensue when people have affairs. It really,really isn't worth it.
(obviously one of those that turns interesting once they've had a few)
More likely when you'd had a few Standing. They call it 'beer goggles'
And when you feel like that sober, it's called 'rose tinted glasses'.
We should listen to those old wives, they knew a thing or two.
I've been in a similar situation. My partner is absolutely amazing will do anything for me ,treats me like a princess and puts up with my depression / mood swings. However a few years back before I had both my children I bumped into someone from school on a night out. Had never really spoken to him before ,and tbh was sometimes a bit of a knob to me at school so when he actually spoke to me that night I was a bit okaaayyyy... Of course I heard that he fancied me and would go out with my mates every weekend knowing I'd bump into him. We'd drink ,flirt and dance (never slept with each other ) and looking back I think partner knew I had a thing for him as I wasn't particularly discreet. I then fell pregnant with my son and stopped all contact with him for the sake of my relationship with my partner ; missed him like crazy though.
Anyway ,4 years later and looking back I don't know what I was thinking. The few times I'd bumped into him when not clubbing it was mediocre no spark and tbh found him quite boring (obviously one of those that turns interesting once they've had a few ). I think it was a mixture of someone who never looked twice at me at school suddenly liking me (suppose it was a power thing ) and partner and I had settled down ,honeymoon period over with etc... I don't know What was going through my mind ,if you saw my partner and this other bloke you'd wonder why I ever strayed. So glad I didn't end up with him.
Basically what I'm trying to say is the passion at that moment definitely clouds your judgement ,give it a few years and you'll see things so much more clearly. Can't give you any advice about how to resist as that's the hardest part ! I was honest with my partner in the end and he appreciated it ,and trusts I didn't do anything. However if I hadn't said anything he would probably think the worse.
I don't think for one moment that there is only one 'right person' in the world for each of us. We are all attracted to different people throughout our lives. That's normal. We meet, we 'click', we become friends.
Sometimes there is sexual chemistry too and those are the people that we would most likely become partners with. However, those of us already in monogamous relationships would just acknowledge that there is an attraction, acknowledge that there is nothing to be done about it and calmly move on.
Those people who are unhappy in their monogamous relationship might decide to end that relationship so that they can pursue a new one with the new attraction. And some people cheat.
I'm pretty sure that all these feelings of yours are quite usual. We've all had men show interest in us, I'm sure, and we just say, no thanks, I'm married, or whatever. That's it. There is nothing more to it really.
Just to be clear, this other man has absolutely no idea that i fancy him. The only people who actually know are one of my closest friends and people on Mumsnet.
I don't love drama. Who am i treating mean?
The old treat them mean to keep em keen.
Another woman who loves drama
It's nice to be told you're attractive, especially when it's reciprocal. And fantasizing is normal and can quite cheer the day up.
Just don't ruin a good fantasy by trying to make it reality.
yep, you are attracted to unavailable men, very simple. You partner was that to start with (emotionally), and you were chasing - now you 'have' him.
It's always nice to be told you're attractive by someone you also find attractive. It's even normal to fantasize (I think, anyway) But lust is just that. ..lust. Fleeting, however fun it may be.
A long-term relationship has ups and downs. It'd pprobably be the same with this guy as it is with your DP now. Not all moonlight and roses and all.
Though it does sound like there may be underlying issues with your DP? Forgive me if I'm wrong.
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