Sorry I have so start a new thread, sure some kind soul will link for me, please?
But very briefly I asked my P of 20 years to leave a couple of weeks before Xmas, it has been a tough Xmas as NY as to be expected, I know if I was advising a friend I will tell her she was did the right thing.
But this weekend I think my mental state has taken an all time low, DS 13 is being very aggressive and difficult, normal teenage stuff all be it a bit extreme, I am struggling with him. I feel totally a drift.
I have just driven back from dropping DS off @ school and have sobbed uncontrollably and made myself sick from crying. I actually think nobody would really give a shit if I was not here. I am stuggling to see any point in anything. I have massive debts, not helping because it is hard to concentrate on work, I hate my beautiful house right now, just reminds me of us. I have a constant pain in my right temple. Eating really badly which is really not good for my diabetes.
I thought I was doing so well and this weekend it all seems to have come crashing down. I just want it all to end.
Sorry for the long rant but I need to sensible advise on how to get past all these horrible thoughts I am having.
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Please Help- I think I have hit rock bottom
Blossomflowers · 06/01/2014 09:33
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