Hi,
My relationship has just ended. I feel like my world is falling apart. I've been with DP for a year and a half but managed to get myself pregnant and have DD who is 4.5 months old now during that time. Before I met DP I lived a proper single girl lifestyle, I had my own flat and was out and about all the time. I'd been hurt before and I had my defences way up. DP managed to get round them, I got carried away and I feel so stupid for letting myself fall for it all. We've been bickering over the last couple of months and he says that he doesn't feel the same about me anymore. I'd been nagging him because I was paranoid about a female colleague he'd started hanging around with but I've been diagnosed with PND and whilst I know that isn't an excuse I don't think it helped.
I'm absolutely devastated. I can't afford to live on my own so I've got to move back in with my mum again, and whilst I know I'm incredibly lucky to be able to do this, I just can't belief that the life I thought I was getting has crumbled so quickly.
I know I have to be strong but I can't see how I can ever feel ok again. I feel so hurt and stupid.
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Repeatedlydoingthetwist · 20/11/2013 14:32
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