DH and I had a couple of huge rows at the weekend. On Saturday morning when we woke up he said that he wanted us to clear the air so the weekend wasn't ruined and wanted to know why I was in a bad mood. I told DH I wasn't in a bad mood and he asked why I was I was being short with him then (he felt I had been very short and dismissive with him recently). I told him I didn't think I had been. By this point I was beginning to get cheesed off as he didn't seem to accept that I wasn't in a bad mood and it escalated into a huge argument (so much for clearing the air so the weekend wasn't ruined).
The essence of it is that he doesn't think I make an effort any more; I'm not affectionate towards him; I don't initiate sex; I don't wear sexy underwear; get my nails done; etc. etc. He feels unloved.
I'm not a particularly affectionate person, but the level of affection (on both sides) has definitely declined since our relationship started (but isn't that a bit normal after 8 years?); I don't initiate sex as I'm not particularly sexually confident and I don't have a particularly high sex drive - but I do enjoy it when we have sex; I wear thongs all the time - but he would prefer me to wear really low cut ones which I don't find comfortable - I think he thinks I should put up with the discomfort a bit if it's something he likes); I have stopped having my nails done because since going back to work after maternity leave, I'd rather spend my precious weekends with DD. So, much of what he says is true. But I feel very hurt that he can't love me for who I am - he wants me to be some sex diva and I was never that when we met (although admittedly I was probably a bit sexier at the beginning of the relationship than I am now).
I do think over the years I have withdrawn from him at bit. I think it's because there have been things which have been said or done over the years which have hurt me/upset me and it's just chipped away at the love I feel for him.
How do you put the things that have hurt you behind you and rekindle the love?
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bigsighs · 11/11/2013 16:03
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