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Emotional affair, dp found out. Now what?(139 Posts)
That's basically it to be honest
I've been having an emotional affair for the past few months. So as not to drip feed the EA was with someone I have a history with, but who I'd been NC with for quite some years until recently.
Dp found the messages we had been sending one another and has basically said I'm dead to him and we're over. He's no interested in talking about it, has just said I'm an idiot and a mug. (He's now gone out for a drive)
I have 2 very young dcs with dp. I've lost my financial independence as I only work part time 3 evenings a week so I can be at home for the kids during the day. Dp says he's going to keep the kids, can he do this?
I know I need to see citizens advice to get some info about benefits I can claim, but is there anything I can do this weekend?
I don't think this is fixable between us. I've screwed up massively but I just want to make sure my dc's don't suffer from the fallout.
But why should he begin to be the main carer if he's been happy for her to until now? To the point that she works evenings to work around his schedule?
Just to spite her and keep the children?
The proposal that he could have the children during the evenings and she would care for them during most days did make sense.
However, that would mean CSA-wise that she would have to pay maintenance, when she would be doing free childcare. Not fair at all.
"Just to spite her and keep the children"
Well yes obviously because punishing and shaming her for her EA is by far the most important thing here.
I am reminded of Victorian times when women would lose their children if they left a marriage. Not quite so severe obviously but certainly in the same ball park.
Surely completely changing what is actually the norm for the dc just to make a point is wrong ?
The woman here, in this situation, is the main carer. In other situations it may be different. But we are talking about this one
I don't understand why people deliberately go off on tangents and start talking about scenarios that don't even apply to the OP. It's less than helpful, really. Why not use your considerable power of thought and reasoning to help the op work out what is best in this precise situation ?
Anything is going to be a change for the DCs at this point, moving out, not living with their mum, not living with their dad.... It may not be nice to think (esp as mothers we think ourselves invaluable) but children adapt far easier than we give them credit. Give it a couple of weeks and the 3 year old will be settled with its dad as the primary care giver.
Personally I think if you are the wrong doer you leave. You tell DP you'll sort out somewhere to live and when you have, share residency 50:50. You can even have it written as part of a separation agreement. They are his children as much as yours.
But WHY should the three year old be settled in with Dad as primary carer? Why? To punish the OP for daring to step out of the relationship. That's why.
I was cheated on, my marriage ended because of it. One of his affairs was when I was 8 months pregnant. Yes there was more than one. Numerous in fact.
Never once did I say to him I am keeping the dc, not one time. Because the parental relationship he has with them was irrelevant to the affair. Yes I told him that he'd been a shit for acting in such a way that it was untenable for us all to live together full time, but I didn't feel particularly overwhelmed by it and I didn't see it as the worst possible thing that could happen, because there is more than one way to be a family and I do not personally feel that my children are disadvantaged because we don't all live in the same house. He phones once usually twice a day. Skype is always open here and at his work so my dc speak to him whenever they want to and I am very relaxed about when he comes to see them. They probably speak to him more now than when he lived here.
I simply do not believe that a person behaving badly in a relationship bears any relevance to their role as a parent. It makes them a selfish arse but not a bad parent.
I also think anyone who uses children as a threat in the first instance and then continues to do so probably has abusive tendencies anyway.
I disagree wholeheartedly that a person having an affair has destroyed A Family, it's only the relationship. They cheated on you not your children.
I also think that the majority of the shock and horror of parents splitting is brought on by how the parents handle it, usually with the big dramatic sit down altogether so often demanded here on MN and supposedly the best thing so the dc Know Where They Stand. Bullshit it's so the cheated on partner can have their Poor Me moment. Does any child need to hear that Mummy/Daddy is leaving US for someone else? No they're leaving YOU, the other adult. Every person I know with divorced parents has said that conversation was the absolute worst thing about the split.
Affairs are selfish and shit for the Adults concerned but children below a certain age, certainly in this case don't need to know about it or suffer for it.
I am not coming back to this thread because the OP isn't so its not like its supportive anymore and it's just going round in circles.
Well said, sparkly. The fact that you can sound so fair and clear when you were the "injured" party says an awful lot about you, and all of it good
There are lots of people out there who make enormous self sacrifices in the event of a split in order to make things as stable as possible for the children. It has nothing to do with self-respect and everything to do with love for the children and a sense of responsibility towards them. Being fair to the children is not always the same thing as fair to the other person in the STBX relationship.
There may be lots of men out there who refuse to pay the mortgage when forced to leave the family home, or who refuse to pay maintenance, etc., but there are also plenty who happily pay move out and pay maintenance because they love their children however much they hate their X and often in spite of an affair. I refuse to believe that the only men who do this are weak, indecisive losers with no self respect. I'd say they were real men in fact.
Doesn't sound like this 'affair' is over..... Op has previous history with this man too.
And people referring to 'custody'..... It doesn't exist anymore, so makes me wonder if they know what they are actually talking about??
I wouldn't take what he is saying at the moment too seriously op. He's just found out that you are having an affair. He'll be devastated, of course he's going to lash out and say hurtful stuff.
Hopefully once the shock wears off a bit you'll be able to talk more reasonably.
I don't think anyone could be blamed for acting horribly in these circumstances. Im sure a lot of women on here who find out they've been cheated on react strongly and say stuff they wouldn't normally as well.
i agree with what spakley said, 1000%, sensible woman!
people are human and men and women fuck up and have affairs every day
also OP has not come back, so we are just chatting amongt ourselves now!! hope she sOK
"people are human and men and women fuck up and have affairs every day"
However, the cheated-on party seldom takes it well, so it's wishful thinking to believe it would happen here.
I can't wait to re-quote quite a few posters' comments from here when next they opine on reverse threads to this. Of course, they will argue the situation is completely different
I was not defending her!!! But I strongly agree that the "moral right and wrongs" of infidelity should not define parental rights thats all
I think its disgusting that many men only get "every other weekend", but I was really agreeing with sparkey and her message (and she was cheated on!)
please dont think I am defending cheaters. but in parallel being a cheat does not take away parental rights
and I dont like how the cheating men get treated on this issue either, I have read a few times "he fucked up the family, no he cant see his kids" its not on really
I used to have lengthy discussions about this with my ex-MIL.
According to her, she wouldn't have let her husband see the children. Odd, as she only had 4 sons! She was apparently happy for them to be punished by not seeing their own children.
ExH was worse than having cheated on me, and I still encourage DS to have contact with his dad.
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