To cut a long story short(ish), the relationship between DW and me has got to a place where I think we need to talk to someone (ie counselling) to be able to communicate better and really understand how each other feels (and, tbh, whether we are prepared to address any feelings and issues that arise). Communication between us has never been a strong point and I think we need help to break down a kind of wall between us. I have raised this in the past (a few years ago), but DW always refused. I backed down fairly quickly (one of my problems with the whole communication thing), so it didn't become a 'big issue' (at least, outside my own head).
I have recently talked to someone at Relate by myself (as DW didn?t want to do it and I felt I had to speak to someone), which gave me the strength to understand that what I was asking was not unreasonable (given how I felt ? it is me that feels unhappy but also I have no idea how DW feels ? I have asked and but just don't know). It all spilled out in quite an emotional wave a few days ago, which I appreciate must have been hard for DW to hear (though I have tried to talk before, but these communication issues have meant we weren?t able).
DW was clearly upset and affected by this, but it felt to me that was more with fear about what it might mean (ie separation of the family) than concern for me or us as a couple that have feelings for each other. DW has either refused to talk a counsellor or avoided the question. I know this isn't all 'about me', but not once asked about how I feel (I?ve volunteered a lot, but it?s all felt like one-way traffic), and although I have asked several times how she?s feeling, is she happy etc, had nothing back on that front.
I don?t know what to do. I suspect DW is scared about what might happen if we talk (ie what if we decide it?s not working ? impact on young DCs etc), but I don?t know how we can progress from here otherwise. I feel like, if I shut up again and got on with day to day life, that it would be swept back under the carpet again. FWIW I want our relationship to work, but I can?t let it happen (again) that I back down and let things carry on as they are for the sake of avoiding this conflict.
If anyone has been in this situation and found a way to encourage DP to open up and talk, I?d be really grateful to hear about it...
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CoffeeandScones · 19/07/2013 14:43
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