I'm a regular poster but have name changed.
I'm fantasising about my BIL. My DH's brother. I know this is horrible, I feel awful about it but I can't help myself. I regularly see BIL as I look after my DNs 3x a week, BIL is a lone parent.
I think about him all the time, not about leaving DH just having sex with BIL. I am totally aware that acting on this would rip my close family apart but Im making myself ill feeling like this. I can't sleep or eat, I'm so infatuated. I don't think I'd be able to control myself if I were to find myself alone with BIL.
I know how horrible a person it makes me.
DH and I have not got a good sex life, he says he is tired, usually comes home from work then falls asleep. No intimacy, he doesn't hold or kiss me. Haven't had sex for 9 months.
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Please help me, I can't go on feeling like this
Duckingpanels · 09/05/2013 20:41
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