I recently have had to taken on more hours of work.
I generally work from home but for this project have had to work almost ft away from home.
I've always done the lions share of work with the house and dc and this past 3 months I've continued to do so but have really struggled.
H has also been under tremendous pressure having taken on alot this last few months.
Whilst he is a great dad he isn't a great husband.
Last night I got in very late for me, and was exhausted. H kept picking on little things and we kept bickering. I finally had enough and said I wanted to go to bed and pushed past him to go to the toilet and the next thing I knew I was flat on my back, d had smacked me across the face....
He then shoved me in the bathroom and locked the door and wanted to talk, because I said I wanted to leave.
I had a major major panic attack.
I was finally allowed out if the bathroom and h stormed out, and I crawled into bed. Now he's muttered an apology at me and is carrying on as though everything is normal.
I have to finish this project I'm working on, and for dc sake i need to keep things normal. But I feel like I'm not really here and not sure how I'm going to survive the day.
Just need to write all down, because I feel like I'm hallucinating .....
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Spiceroots · 26/04/2013 04:34
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